When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

[sissy_horse_queen]

Not that long ago tbh around 18months ago, maybe longer I Accepted im attracted to k9 and horse penis. Recently started taking steps to get experience sucking animal cocks or being topped but no luck as of yet, it's very! Hard! To meet an owner willing to take that risk to invite me to join (definitely understandable). But hopefully one day I can share my first time

 

[MWilliams1990]

I accepted it when I was about 11 years old and saw my first horse cock. Never had any feelings of guilt. No reason for me to feel guilt. I give horses orgasms and have fun doing so. No reason to feel guilty of that in my opinion.

Similar experience. And I just keep going at it. I felt like I would be outcastes. Trying to make friends with little luck

 

[MWilliams1990]

I always knew and was into zoo since I was 11. I did feel bad cause everyone in my family and everyone else would see it as horrible so I just kept it to myself but with the internet it’s been a lot better.

Same here. Some days I thought about just getting caught and see what happens. I wonder if anyone got caught and it became easier to accept it in their lifestyle.

 

[MWilliams1990]

I've always found horse cocks to look so beatutiful, I think I started noticing them when I was quite young. I accepted it after my sister and I learned that we both found it quite erotic, intimate, and enjoyable. She was quite jealous I got to experience it before her and did wonder why our uncle's dog always favored me over her lol.
I have struggled at times with it though, since there is so much stigma with it and some people have distanced themselves from me.

Did it help you to accept this as your lifestyle? I had a brother and I pondered if I would be open if I shared my experience with my sibling. We had horses as well...so I had a large array of different animals

 

[MWilliams1990]

Found dog sex videos when younger on places like rotten.com and basic searches. Got into it when my friend and I got into wrestling matches with his male dog and he would mount. We would grab his dick and stroke it to get him to spray out. From there I got more curious with our husky mix, which I have written 2 stories about him taking me on different occasions. Started with play and then one piece of clothing came off after another. One night I snuck into the basement and let him in from the cold, slipped my boxers off and in the dark dank floor was knotted and breed by my boy. I don't regret anything that has ever brought me that much pleasure.

Did you find it easier to be open about your lifestyle when your friend was into similar things?

 

[IdkWhyMe]

When I came to it for the 50th time

 

[MWilliams1990]

Its amazing how many story's that I read on here and the ages that we experienced our odd fetish. I started very young as well. I kinda knew it was frowned upon and I still don't feel very open about it. In my opinion, I think when we find another person into the same fetish we seem to become more open about it.
I always wondered if a family member caught us if it makes it easier to be open about this.
I still haven't told anyone outside this group about my experience because of fear of ridicule.
SOME people on here seem honest and open. I'm not looking to see any pictures NOR attract people for all the wrong reasons. I can share my experience with anyone.
I'm curious if anyone found it easier to deal with this fetish as soon as they let another person in on their secret.
I own my house and I don't look for handouts. I would like to make friends.

 

[LadyJane]

My first experience was about 2 years ago with my female dog and there was no turning back. I felt a little guilt at first, but I quickly got over it because I could see how much she enjoyed it. She follows me around waiting for the opportunity, so how can I deny her of something she craves to taste and brings me pleasure. However, I would definitely feel ashamed if people who are not likeminded ever found out.

 

[MWilliams1990]

It is hard to find other people with similar interests anywhere. I see a chick at my job with paw print tattoos and I wider if she's into this fetish. I guess there's no way to ask because most people would deny it anyway.

 

[Moosetracks_83]

My first experience was about 2 years ago with my female dog and there was no turning back. I felt a little guilt at first, but I quickly got over it because I could see how much she enjoyed it. She follows me around waiting for the opportunity, so how can I deny her of something she craves to taste and brings me pleasure. However, I would definitely feel ashamed if people who are not likeminded ever found out.

You are in the perfect place, we are all like-minded! And there is absolutely no judgement!
Hoping your able to find the connection you are looking for

 

[Effe]

I already had these thoughts in my head during my early teens but only recently i gave up and come to terms that i am a zoo

NEVERMIND, only NOW im deadset on being a zoo

 

[Foxgoblin85]

Around 18-20

 

[14jmarsh]

Tooh me a ver

Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you

Took me a very long time and still very particular about it for the stigma attached but it's a been a huge part of my kink love

 

[NCwolf]

Early. First real sexual experiences were with male Golden Retriever and later Irish Setter.

 

[VideoGameGirl]

I’m still trying to accept myself with this.

 

[monika_k9]

quickly after watching the movies, the curiosity was enormous

 

[slutdondc]

Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.

I have no guilt about the fact that I truly want to experience a dog(s) shooting his cum down my throat and fucking my ass. It did take a while to become comfortable with it, but I am, and I am very eager to become a true whore and enjoy dog cock and cum

 

[madelyn_madelyn]

I became curious at a young age and experimented on my own in private

 

[Bossmandad]

Many moons ago

 

[Thornicate]

Just recently accepted it. Thought it was just a thing to wank to when I’m horny. Now I want a dog, to love and make love to in the future

 

[Boy_here]

I still havent accepted it completely, but reading stuff here has really opened my eyes quite much! Everyone seems so nice in here. Im so new to all this and ot sometimes gets my head spinning.

 

[starseeing]

When I was younger, I explored alot in the Internet. I remember coming across some article once about a woman that let her dog lick her to completion. I was highly intrigued and wanted to hear more similar stories. I've been so fascinated by the idea ever since I read that story.

I tried to ignore it for a long time, but viewing beastiality videos online was always a sure fire way for me to cum really fast. I've only recently really delved into the world more.

 

[Foxgoblin85]

I still havent accepted it completely, but reading stuff here has really opened my eyes quite much! Everyone seems so nice in here. Im so new to all this and ot sometimes gets my head spinning.

You’ll get there. Be kind and patient with yourself

 

[RandiSissy]

When I was in my early 20's living in NV.

 

[Yuckyducky]

One day I was masturbating to zoo porn and after I came I didn’t immediately get grossed out/shameful out turn it off

 

[Corsair123098]

I've been watching for a long time, since I was around 14, i fought it for years, in my mid twentys now and just decided It's part of me, I've never done anything in real life. Nor do I have any desire to though. I'm in a relationship, but she's got no idea.

 

[k9cookielover]

When I was 12 or 13. I've never once felt guilty about it

 

[Roseblood]

I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.

 

[giedu]

I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.

this is a beautiful story!~ my experiance is pretty similar, just a little more draawn out~

 

[NY5695]

I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.

Thanks very much