Quite a few years back stumbled across it by accident & it seemed to awaken something in me, still thought i was weird though to have such thoughts, so i lurked in the shadows on here for a while before joining. (Think i'm addicted now though)
Honestly I think I was… 12? 13? When I first started masturbating/looking at regular porn, it opened the world up for me and my libido became all consuming for a bit. We had a family dog but I was too nervous to ever try anything with her, so I googled “can humans have sex with dogs?” and found out that yes they can
I’ve always been a very accepting-of-myself person so I did my reading and research to learn more about bestiality and it all made sense to me. I always loved my family dog (like a sibling) but never considered sexual love possible, until then. I never needed to “accept” it in me I suppose. It just became a new facet of my life.
What DID happen to me in my later teens is I started to realize I could crush, and form actual romantic attractions with dogs I got closer to and got to know. Forming deeper bonds. Getting flustered and blushy around certain dogs in my life. That was hugely eye opening for me.
At an age I can't say on here. I found an OLD book of taboo stories from like the 60s or 70s that had a story about bestiality in it in my godfather's hunting cabin. I was immediately hooked.