I knew from a very young age 10-11. I became obsessed with my family pets huge cock.Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
WonderfulI knew from a very young age 10-11. I became obsessed with my family pets huge cock.
It's like you reached into my brain! I feel the exact same way! (Sorry, I know this was from awhile ago but I'm new here)like a lot of things we do in life there is always that little self doubt as well as the fear of how others perceive your choices, my realization that i had feelings for other girls that went deeper than curiosity, that first kiss and then that wonderful feeling of having found that piece of me that felt so right, the guilt afterwards, the fear of what others would think, how i thought that every body that looked at me knew what I was and what I had done,my unconscious acts of looking a little to long at girls that i liked, the fear they sensed i was a lesbian.
Really no different to my first encounter with a dog still the same deep unsubstantiated fear of being found out, still that sense of doing something frowned upon by many, that little sense of shame that it felt so good to be me, the only difference today is that i'm open about my sexual preference with other women, I've learnt to accept that part of me as being a normal part of who I am, But not ready to come out with my experimenting in bestiality just yet unless it is with a someone who is also active.
Same, obsessed ever sinceI knew from a very young age 10-11. I became obsessed with my family pets huge cock.
That’s exactly my situation. Im new to the whole zoo thing. But I feel a real shame to it. Im currently in a relationship and it feels like im cheating on her with this secret interest i have.I still get guilty/shameful/dirty feelings about it but I think that and the whole taboo of it is what makes it erotic and such a turn on. Nobody knows I like this stuff and that's what makes it erotic for me, a dirty little secret
Of course, I've had very strong feeling of guilt for very long time, but at the same time it was something which attracted me so much I couldn't resist. From about 2 years I'm all comfortable with that.Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.