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When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

shepherdluv said:
of course, i’ve had many feelings of guilt surrounding my desires. that guilt probably came from the fact i felt like i was the only one who was into zoo. i had one short experience as a teen with a dog who gave me head, but at the time i felt pretty guilty about it. i’ve been a furry for a few years, encountered my first boyfriend who also turned out to have some zoo desires which helped me at least get a little more comfortable with my own zoo self. but at this point i never really talked to others about it, just limited myself to zoo porn and that’s it. joining this forum several months ago though, has given me the chance to talk to a few about being zoo/share desires and i’ve learned that there’s nothing to antagonize myself over it and that love for animals is a very special thing. i haven’t had my first actual experience yet, but i’m at the point where i feel like i won’t be full of guilt after animal sex and reading stuff from here has helped me ease that guilt and become self accepting.
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The first zooporn video I ever saw was included in some compilation porn torrent that I had downloaded. I had no idea this was even a thing...lol I mean I grew up on a farm and heard stories about guys fucking sheep and cows but I just thought it was a joke. The video F/M dog and OMG it was the most erotic thing I had ever seen up to that point. I was instantly hooked.
 
probably around a few months ago! i grappled with my feelings for a very long time, but realized there was no point in fighting who i truly am. it was making me so very unhappy and ashamed. i still have no real zoo experience (yet), but hoping to change that soon!! i’m proud of my progress
 
I was often left alone, there were almost no acquaintances to whom I could visit...

And I didn't notice how I was already sitting next to him, a big dog. And it lasted for two months!

We were all sitting together in the moonlight, I was telling him all sorts of nonsense, and I didn't notice how I started looking back at every dog passing next to me...

...(...However, I didn't have any real experience. And I can only imagine how it is!
..After all, I have a little impudence, a dachshund!...).
 
nerdycartoonkitty said:
probably around a few months ago! i grappled with my feelings for a very long time, but realized there was no point in fighting who i truly am. it was making me so very unhappy and ashamed. i still have no real zoo experience (yet), but hoping to change that soon!! i’m proud of my progress
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aww that's good you finally started to accept it im really proud of your progress too!! i hope you can get some experience very soon hehe
 
Honestly I didn’t know the term for but as I grew up in the furry fandom I found a lot of feral friends and some ending up being zoos so I kinda assumed being a zoophile and a furry was just common knowledge lol
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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Probably the time i had a small crush on our cow when i was younger. From that, a deep fashination and connection began to form that i just started to embrace
 
Just always loved animals and felt as if I can understand them better than humans. Not in a disney princess way, but their social structures were so much more simplier and concrete to me. They're also less judgemental but I'm getting off topic.

My feelings towards sex is quite different from most since I'm Asexual, so sex for me is more of an activity than an expression; past the inherit vulnerability of it of course. So for me Zoo and bestiality was just... me wanting to explore sex and express my closeness to my animals. I think since attraction is also so removed from my sexuality, kink and bestiality was a lot easier for me to accept in myself... though I only just started exploring the possibility of acting out on those fantasies. There was never any guilt since I knew and now I can live a fulfilling life without it, but anxiety around actually being mounted and being found out. I would love to have a partner to share this with as well, but again, anxiety and the taboo around zoo makes be very hesitant.
 
I've cycled in and out between trying to stop liking beast and zoo and trying to accept it, many times, over the past two years. I even tried to compromise with myself and stick to fictional hentai, which you can kind of guess how that went.

Then a few months back I decided to try getting active in this forum and accept my zoo self and it felt great, until the guilt and shame roped me back into trying to unring the bell.

Now here I am again, still feeling pangs of guilt and shame, but also understanding that trying to bury this will not work and its probably better I try accepting it instead of continuing the struggle.

Idk if I can say I've fully accepted it, but I have accepted that this is not going to go away any time soon lol
 
Sometimes in my teens. I was a teen with a lot of ungoverned internet access so I discovered man-on-k9 things pretty early. That along with furry stuff (and I got pretty involved with all that, more so than bestiality stuff).
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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Took about 2years for me
 
KnottyBitch69 said:
I started to finally accept it when I met my now gf who is also zoo, however I don't think I truly accepted it until our GSD made me his and I fell in love with him. ?
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That is so nice to hear that you found peace and love. You are so lucky.❤️
 
as very young a sae a horse laying an the ground and licking his dick :p i liked very much. Later i like everything wich a bid dick and a lot of cum. A alien woud be also ok for me if it look nice!
 
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