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When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.
 
Roseblood said:
I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.
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this is a beautiful story!~ my experiance is pretty similar, just a little more draawn out~
 
Roseblood said:
I’ve recently had the liberating experience of accepting my sexuality and embracing my romantic love and sexual desire for dogs and horses.

That said, I’ve known this and fought it for years, over a decade and a half going all the way back to when I was 15. I remember when and how I knew I was a zoophile, even if I was in denial about it.

I was outside doing yard work as part of my chores for my mom when I saw a younger white woman, around mid 20’s to early 30’s, walking her German Shepherd. He was uncut. His balls were so big; they were swaying and bouncing as he walked and I could not stop staring at them. I think I even drooled, and before I knew it I was rock hard. The same type of teenage trans girl horniness I felt for other women; the same sexual desire when I would daydream about pounding pussy. Men never interested me that much, but here I was drooling over the balls of a male dog.

I quickly finished my chores and ran inside and grabbed my phone. It began with looking up pics of dog cocks. But by the end of the night it was multiple videos of dog and horse fucking and sucking. I must’ve came at least 15 times that day, and I remember how exhilarating it felt; how right and natural.

But then came the guilt and the shame. I had broken such a cardinal rule. And I denied it for years and years and years. Getting depressed, swearing off of it, coming back to it. I realize now that I was denying a fundamental part of me. No longer will I do that to myself. But I will still hide it from the public for my own safety.
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Thanks very much 🚀
 
I accept it without contradictions, except for the social ones that marginalize us...

It has existed since time began, since the first sign of life, even among the vegetal kingdom, reproduced. If man is what he is today, it is thanks to the c´gonotic endosymbiosis between species for 350,000 million years.
 
Been struggling with my own sexuality and love languages for a while because people just don't fit well, I know I've liked it since I was like 12, but as an adult, I'm more atune to it, just can't really act on it to solidify it more
 
Boy_here said:
I still havent accepted it completely, but reading stuff here has really opened my eyes quite much! Everyone seems so nice in here. Im so new to all this and ot sometimes gets my head spinning.
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Frillz778 said:
Been struggling with my own sexuality and love languages for a while because people just don't fit well, I know I've liked it since I was like 12, but as an adult, I'm more atune to it, just can't really act on it to solidify it more
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When young I thought that I was the only one doing it..but then in the public library I found a book on abnormal psychology..and found the Kinsey report...which told me that a certain percentage of farm boys did it..so I was normal after all!
 
It was part of my early sexual experiences, so I didn’t develop the interest only through fantasy.

Also, in part because of the ubiquity of jokes and cartoons in magazines like Hustler, and reading books like Nancy Friday’s My Secret Garden, I grew up with the understanding that it was a common enough part of human sexuality and sexual fantasy.

I met a few people over the years that felt safe enough in our relationship to talk to me about fantasies or experiences they had, so the confirmation that it did happen in real life for other folks too was enough to assure me that I didn’t need to feel shame around it.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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I definitely had feelings of guilt as I matured. My first attraction was in my teens. I did have a brief encounter with my family dog at around 15. I used to read the Nifty Archive stories. The beastiality stories aroused me. One day I was jacking off in the room the dog was there. I would normally put him in another room when I did. This time I didn't. He hopped on the couch next to me. He sniffed me my dick. When I didn't resist him he kicked it a bit. Then I put it back in my shorts and so it ended. In reading and learning more about training I think he understood and he got back down I'm not sure. I never tried again.
 
chocolatepawz said:
It’s something about zoo porn that gets me so horny!! Lol I’ve even watched it before having sex with a man once.. 😭😩
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Lol I was a total pornhead as a teen from story erotica to videos. I had played with a guy before I got into zoo but still once I stumbled across it I was definitely in. I'm always checking out what every I can with porn. You never know what you might like. Lol that's how I ended up trying watersports 🤷🏾‍♂️
 
Quite a few years back stumbled across it by accident & it seemed to awaken something in me, still thought i was weird though to have such thoughts, so i lurked in the shadows on here for a while before joining. (Think i'm addicted now though😅)
 
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Honestly I think I was… 12? 13? When I first started masturbating/looking at regular porn, it opened the world up for me and my libido became all consuming for a bit. We had a family dog but I was too nervous to ever try anything with her, so I googled “can humans have sex with dogs?” and found out that yes they can ;)

I’ve always been a very accepting-of-myself person so I did my reading and research to learn more about bestiality and it all made sense to me. I always loved my family dog (like a sibling) but never considered sexual love possible, until then. I never needed to “accept” it in me I suppose. It just became a new facet of my life.

What DID happen to me in my later teens is I started to realize I could crush, and form actual romantic attractions with dogs I got closer to and got to know. Forming deeper bonds. Getting flustered and blushy around certain dogs in my life. That was hugely eye opening for me.
 
difficult question, a long time ago)) From the moment I accidentally saw it and realized that it was attractive... Some time passed) BUT thoughts about what I saw did not give me peace until I admitted to myself that it was exciting))
 
I still struggle with "accepting" that I like it it to some degree today but it has gotten significantly better in my late 20's. I had a mental shift where I realised I am who I am and the more I try to deny it the more miserable I feel.

The moral/societal struggles I have with it aren't a bad thing, they're proof I care and it's okay that there's nuance and grey areas.
 
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