I'm in your boat still salvaging the wreckage religion made. Being raised to believe you're wicked just for existing can really fuck a person up.I was indoctrinated into protistant type faiths... the whole 9 yards till college. Ive been working for decades to undo all the dammage the dogma inflicts upon one... Shame in sex, self, etc. Its taken me decades to dig out.
No more sky wizards for me!