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When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

I've been attracted to animals for years, but i just recently accepted (without shame) that i find both humans and animals attractive. i was brought up in a religious household, so i felt a lot of shame for being attracted to animals. i never told anyone, but now, i feel like i can accept myself as i am, and love both people and animals...dogs especially excite me, but so do stallions.
 
I already had these thoughts in my head during my early teens but only recently i gave up and come to terms that i am a zoo
 
I kinda knew from a young age but as I got older I began to have guilt about it and felt disgusting especially after being knotted. Even though I have tried to stop many times before I keep getting dragged back so I have just accepted it. I still feel guilty sometimes but it's easy enough to ignore most of the time.
 
It was an odd surprise for me, i guess. i have always found some of the... hmmmmm.. unique fetishes of interest even before i knew about fetishes. i use to read a magazine left around the house called Heavy Metal, a scifi Fantasy book. The idea of women in precarious situations and submissive situations was arousing with the growth of the internet the interests grew, finding people was the hard part. A few years ago an innocent situation, a kiss from a dog, completely opened the doors or flood gates making me realize that i truly needed to move forward. Yes humility was there but something deeper completely over shadowed that. Since that time i can't see myself ever going back. Now every year we explore a bit more and more
 
When I created this account, so like 2 days ago...

Edit: I have been aroused by zoo since I was a young teen like 14/15 years old. I'm only just now coming to terms with it 15+ years later.
 
Pretty recently. I have had these feelings since I was 15 but only recently become comfortable with recognizing that I love animals and want to marry a dog or horse (male or female) and be zoo exclusive with them. I am so sexually aroused by animals, more than by even the hottest woman.
 
Still in process of accepting it and i think i won't know for sure if its real or just a romanticised obsession untill i have a dog of my own
Maybe i just like pleasing and making happy too much. Only time will tell
 
MDF-MS said:
I have not fully accepted it yet.
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My suggestion is to do a lot of soul searching and not take a lot of time. I spent decades in turmoil going back and forth , each time walking away trying to convince myself that its just a fetish and wrong at that. I suggest that you don't drag out the process as all I feel I did was deny myself many good years of who I really am and what I really wanted in life.
 
I had to somewhat accept it pretty early. My first time ever even ejaculating was with the family dog, and it very quickly became a habit. If I didn’t accept myself for it, I think it would've been kind of disastrous
 
erphy said:
My suggestion is to do a lot of soul searching and not take a lot of time. I spent decades in turmoil going back and forth , each time walking away trying to convince myself that its just a fetish and wrong at that. I suggest that you don't drag out the process as all I feel I did was deny myself many good years of who I really am and what I really wanted in life.
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Believe me, I've tried just about everything to come to terms with my zoophiliatic side.
 
I started being attracted by dogs when i was very young so i never really felt guilt as I grew up like that but i always knew it wasn't something "normal" that i could share with my friends
 
pompomcu said:
I started being attracted by dogs when i was very young so i never really felt guilt as I grew up like that but i always knew it wasn't something "normal" that i could share with my friends
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This was how it was for me too, the attraction started so young at least to me now it kind feels like it has always been there so I never really had the time to feel guilty about it. It’s like feeling guilty about the fact that I have ten fingers.
 
For me is not guilty feelings the problem... I am who i am and i acceptd myself long time ago. Maybe is the feeling to be so different from other ppl that gave me some bas sentiments in the past... like i am wrong inside bcs i cannot avoid to have this kind of desire. Sincerely find zooville and be here is a great thing whic give me vary good sensations... so thanks all.
 
I still feel guilty after I cum from time to time I think that I just need to get some reassurance from someone irl that it’s good for me Don’t get me wrong I like it but after I lose that horny energy occasionally my mind goes back to what my religious family thinks about it
 
I have been intrested in this since I was a little kid. Didnt registered at all at that age ofcourse. It always popped up from time-to-time, sometimes long years passed by I didnt even think about it. In the recent years I’m opened up sexually and this simply came with it, kinda feels like it was always there, I’m just letting it surface now.
 
i was young when i came in contact with this lifestyle, at first i try to stop like many others i think because we are told its wrong. but i kept drifting back and after some time just excepted this as a part of me. i have not shared it with anyone outside of this forum though because of the stigma
 
I started feeling attracted to animals in my early teens but started to accept it in myself in my early 20s once I’d met some like-minded people in real life. Made me feel more normal as did chatting about it with others online
 
Wstrngrts said:
I started playing with the dogs and getting engaged very young - 11-ish, but I didn't really "come out to myself" that I was "into" zoophilia as a part of my sexual make up until my mid-30's. Before that I was active, but still very guilty about my lifestyle. (Personally, I think there are lot of people who are zoo-friendly, but not fully committed that they are really a zoo.) Once I accepted it, I joined more chats and became more comfortable about who I am. Of course like most, others IRL don't know, nor do I feel like I need to tell everyone in my immediate circle that I enjoy this fetish. There are many fetishes that are part regular sexual lifestyle that aren't discussed with anyone other than one's partner. For me that's how I feel about being a zoo.
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I have a similar story. Same kind of way of this fetish. I feel that everyone shuns it and we can't talk about it.
In my opinion... It helps to chat about our experience and it may helps us not feel so secluded.
 
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