FilthyFapper
Tourist
yes and its sometimes great sometimes not so much. i find my self unwillingly masturbating when I'm supposed to be somewhere or when i am running late ill be even more late cause sometimes it can take hours to cum, naturally i cant stop ones im going until i cum, so i often miss appointments because of it. i talked to a therapist he said its a symptom of adhd. i think its because my neuro pathways have been formed and reinforced with the great feeling i get from cumming that my brain cannot do certain other things because almost every day since i was 8 by a week or two when i lost my virginity, i have been having sex or masturbating. i didnt start masturbating however until i was almost 18. i didnt know how or that it was a thing. i had been consistently getting the pussy thrown at me, and could have sex with any woman or girl my age that i wanted. so the concept of beating off was unknown to me. i find it strange now that im older, how much time i spend stroking my meat in comparison to having sex. most women i have sex with these days, will usually last at the most 45 minutes. thats due to my penis size and the ability to give extremely intense orgasms, the kind that make a woman shake like she is having a seizure. i either eat my way out of sex or fuck my self out of cumming and dont know how to hold back some so i can keep her there so i can get mine too. when she is hitting her tap out point im just getting through with the foreplay. im just beginning to give the good dick downs while they've hit their limit. i find more often than not that im left with my balls still full and aching. forcing me to spend hours trying to drain them my self. this has turned into a cycle of disappointment and dopamine releases. my large penis is in a lot of ways a curse. i wish i had a 6 inch one some days. maybe id get my nuts emptied by someone else more often. idk, but i digress.