Nah, never did feel ashamed. Afraid for being found out, yeah, in spades, but never ashamed.
Now, I have missus by my side, and we're in a good space. My folks kinda came to terms that they won't see grandkids from me (and even if they don't know it, it's not for the lack of us trying).
Never felt dirty, just in love.
And, for what it's worth, there are plenty of people who feel just as ashamed about human-with-human sex, so you *really* can't win on this one! As far a species go, we're pretty messed up.
Edit: FWIW2: I keep my private life just that: private. I have never had the need to tell anyone what happened last night in the paddock. Just like normal people don't harp on about how they got it on with their wives last night, neither do I feel the need to brag about it.
Now, I have missus by my side, and we're in a good space. My folks kinda came to terms that they won't see grandkids from me (and even if they don't know it, it's not for the lack of us trying).
Never felt dirty, just in love.
And, for what it's worth, there are plenty of people who feel just as ashamed about human-with-human sex, so you *really* can't win on this one! As far a species go, we're pretty messed up.
Edit: FWIW2: I keep my private life just that: private. I have never had the need to tell anyone what happened last night in the paddock. Just like normal people don't harp on about how they got it on with their wives last night, neither do I feel the need to brag about it.
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