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How are you feeling at the moment?

Like I'm going to spew nothing but lies to my therapist. If we're not talking in person I'm not taking it seriously.
 
Tiered as all hell and the irking of long work days along with having too constantly keep my eyes open for suicidal behavior in people under my care. Been at it since 4 AM. 11 more hours to go!!!.
 
Loneliness has been getting to me lately. I'm "friends" with so many people yet it's on a superficial level. If they knew anything about me beyond our common interests none of them would want anything to do with me. I enjoy the time I spend with them, and the feeling is mutual, but sometimes the fact that I can't really be myself and open up to people gets to me. This is just another one of those moments.
 
btdc69 said:
Loneliness has been getting to me lately. I'm "friends" with so many people yet it's on a superficial level. If they knew anything about me beyond our common interests none of them would want anything to do with me. I enjoy the time I spend with them, and the feeling is mutual, but sometimes the fact that I can't really be myself and open up to people gets to me. This is just another one of those moments.
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I'm curious, what do you mean by opening up?
 
Pillar said:
I'm curious, what do you mean by opening up?
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In the most general sense, I suppose. Most of my friendships end up being more like "business" in the sense that we mostly just do specific things with each other and while we enjoy each other's company, it doesn't really go beyond that mutual interest, and even if it did, we've got virtually nothing else in common. Not to mention those people already have their own circles. My last attempt at forming a "circle" of people got nuked because of factors completely out of my control.

Sucks feeling like that level of fulfillment is just not something I will ever have, but it could always be worse. At least people like me, even if I'm just a fleeting thought. Guess it's all about the mindset.
 
btdc69 said:
In the most general sense, I suppose. Most of my friendships end up being more like "business" in the sense that we mostly just do specific things with each other and while we enjoy each other's company, it doesn't really go beyond that mutual interest, and even if it did, we've got virtually nothing else in common. Not to mention those people already have their own circles. My last attempt at forming a "circle" of people got nuked because of factors completely out of my control.

Sucks feeling like that level of fulfillment is just not something I will ever have, but it could always be worse. At least people like me, even if I'm just a fleeting thought. Guess it's all about the mindset.
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Its worth keeping in mind that everyone's circles are mainly passing interests. No circle entirely knows everyone in it. Its mainly a partner that really knows u. U have hobbies circles, friemd circles etc, drinking buddies but its mainly a small interest or things in comman with the group.
 
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