ameliadapuppy
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sooo this is a thought thats like gone thru my head alot. theres no one I could like talk to about what i feel and if I tried I would probably get in trouble haha. How did you deal with the loneliness?
that does sound really scary and risky how do you feel about it now?Topic is probably talked about to death here but this is the easiest outlet for this specific brand of loneliness...
I've came out as zoo to some friends in the past (generally not recommended) and had one person ask me some questions that seemed to hint towards them being zoo, the universe just never aligned for us to talk about that again...
thats like a theme with telling friends but that must take alot of nerve to actually say it good job being able to keep your mood up :3I do indeed feel lonely. I have a friend who knows what i'm into because i confessed to him just because i was desperate (I don't recommend falling into this with any friend, it could backfire on you). I was ready for any outcome so i just spilled it out. He was supportive and respectful, and I love him for that. we keep talking every other day, but I can tell how he just does not like to talk about the subject. I am lucky to have him as a friend, but yeah, even if you have a friend like that... you end up feeling lonely
As how i deal with it... I just try to think about other things that I do share with all other people around me, and keep this as my personal secret. just as many other people guards their secrets. I truly know that true love is not bad, no matter who or what. and that is enough to (usually) keep my mood up
that does sound really scary and risky how do you feel about it now?
I kept it as a secret all my life... until my wife saw some things she shouldn't have seen on my computer. 9+ years of relationship ended up some months later because she could not accept me that's when I told my friend. not the best choice but sometimes we let ourselves be driven by our emotions... I would not have ever told him otherwise.thats like a theme with telling friends but that must take alot of nerve to actually say it good job being able to keep your mood up :3
im so scared that someone might see something on my phone or laptop so i never save anything and everything is incognito modeI kept it as a secret all my life... until my wife saw some things she shouldn't have seen on my computer. 9+ years of relationship ended up some months later because she could not accept me that's when I told my friend. not the best choice but sometimes we let ourselves be driven by our emotions... I would not have ever told him otherwise.
One of them told me about an ex of theirs who also confided the same feelings with them, the other just said "Well as long as you aren't hurting anyone" and it never came up again.
I certainly regret it in both situations because it really didn't help anything other than make me feel I talked a bit too much...
Also had a partner leave after I brought this up once before so its way harder to feel comfortable bringing up this with someone I'm close with
That's the best way of doing it. be safe, always.im so scared that someone might see something on my phone or laptop so i never save anything and everything is incognito mode
I'm an introvert and keep my mouth shut, so not too much. I suppose it helps that I'm more into human women, and the zoo part of me is limited to just being attracted to a horse butt.sooo this is a thought thats like gone thru my head alot. theres no one I could like talk to about what i feel and if I tried I would probably get in trouble haha. How did you deal with the loneliness?
The absolute knowledge that there is a woman out there for me lol. I had one who dabbled in it with me a long time ago but our relationship grew sour (unrelated to our sexual life) even before going on a website like this. We all will find our special person who we can connect with one day. Or rot in a jail cell lol.sooo this is a thought thats like gone thru my head alot. theres no one I could like talk to about what i feel and if I tried I would probably get in trouble haha. How did you deal with the loneliness?
Yea I can relate in the same wayYeah sometimes I do. Even surrounded by people who care about you sometimes you can feel very alone.