Pretty sure I'm on the cusp of a 2nd mid-life crisis, not that anything every really resolved itself after the 1st 8 years ago, still dealing with the same shit and pointless deadend life.
Starting to toy with the idea of going back to school... again. Change "careers" to something where I can work with animals, as I had originally thought I should do the last time I went back to school 14 years ago but stupidly said "I play a lot of games, let's study video games" and went to art school instead. But... I'm in my 40s, I'm not gonna do another fucking bachelor's just to start at an entry level position yet again in my late 40s. I need a real improvement in my life, and I need it fast. Might look into Masters programs, but I really don't know that I'd be able to get into one. The degrees I do have are so different from what I'd want to pursue that at the very least I'd have to take a lot of undergrad courses first, but more damning, both degrees I have are from for profit schools that have since closed so I seriously doubt they'd be accepted when Masters' programs require having a bachelor's from an accredited institution.