KnineGreyDaddy
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Damn, why'd you slow down? Got a dog?For a while it was daily, now it's probably 3 or 4 times a month
Damn, why'd you slow down? Got a dog?For a while it was daily, now it's probably 3 or 4 times a month
Oh yes that’s a great answerdaily >_<
I've been into the idea of zoo sex since I was a young kid(I remember having vivid fantasies in 4th grade about it) and had my first zoo encounter when I was around 12. I struggled with my attraction to it for a while, and right before Covid hit I tried to kick it altogether. Had a good community that I didn't tell my secret to, but I felt being around them helped me try to get over it. Then a death in the group caused by multiple betrayals destroyed my confidence and security I felt there, so I left. During my coping and grieving over my lost friend I turned back to zoo porn and the urges they helped. I got tired of fighting too many things, especially my attraction to animals. I honestly feel like I'm in a better mental health space now than I've ever been. I've made so many positive changes to my life now that I don't need to actively fight against what I feel is my natural sexual attraction. Sorry if this got very heavy, but I just felt it was an appropriate answer to your questionI have a complicated relationship with porn. I enjoy watching it, although I have often used it to avoid my issues and problems. Sometimes though it seems masturbating to it seems fairly benign. I have taken long breaks from it in the past, and I think I'm taking another break to reconnect with myself. Sometimes I have watched it daily or multiple times a day, although I've slowed down quite a lot from that, a far cry from that now generally.
Something I have noticed though is I tend to watch porn when I am feeling disconnected with my partner or myself. I'll start with human porn, and this will graduate (escalate?) to zoo porn after that. I don't think porn is inherently bad or dangerous though, I do want to make that clear.
Does anyone have experiences watching zoo porn in relation to a particular area of life or trigger? For example, stress, or specific life scenarios or situations? (Mine being feeling disconnected and wanting avoid difficult conversation with my intimate human partner)
Zoo porn is most certainly part of my normal sex life now. Through my love of it I joined a polycule with my boyfriend and girlfriend, both found through our mutual love and experiences with zoo sex(we hope to add in some canine partners soon~). I also quit my job at a toxic company and workplace, moved out of my home state, and have overall bettered my life. If I was still fighting these urges and trying to have a 'normal sexual relationship I doubt I would have made any of these changes, let alone all of them@serill It's okay, no need to be sorry about your experiences. I appreciate your candid response. I too no longer wish to fight my love of seeing things a dog's big lovely furry balls (for instance), I think it gets me nowhere and I dearly wish our world could be more tolerant of people with our urges and experiences. You mentioned that zoo porn helped you when you lost your friend. Is zoo porn something you simply consider part of your sex life now and/or are there other specific circumstances for it in your life? What positive changes did you make in your life?
Super, me at least twice a day.Every single time I masturbate. It like the only thing I can get off to anymore