wood_thrush
Tourist
I have a complicated relationship with porn. I enjoy watching it, although I have often used it to avoid my issues and problems. Sometimes though it seems masturbating to it seems fairly benign. I have taken long breaks from it in the past, and I think I'm taking another break to reconnect with myself. Sometimes I have watched it daily or multiple times a day, although I've slowed down quite a lot from that, a far cry from that now generally.
Something I have noticed though is I tend to watch porn when I am feeling disconnected with my partner or myself. I'll start with human porn, and this will graduate (escalate?) to zoo porn after that. I don't think porn is inherently bad or dangerous though, I do want to make that clear.
Does anyone have experiences watching zoo porn in relation to a particular area of life or trigger? For example, stress, or specific life scenarios or situations? (Mine being feeling disconnected and wanting avoid difficult conversation with my intimate human partner)
Something I have noticed though is I tend to watch porn when I am feeling disconnected with my partner or myself. I'll start with human porn, and this will graduate (escalate?) to zoo porn after that. I don't think porn is inherently bad or dangerous though, I do want to make that clear.
Does anyone have experiences watching zoo porn in relation to a particular area of life or trigger? For example, stress, or specific life scenarios or situations? (Mine being feeling disconnected and wanting avoid difficult conversation with my intimate human partner)