I had sex with a dairy cow as a teenager….just because it was easy access and I heard the stories about it…didn‘t know what it was called at the time, internet was not accessible to the masses yet…
So, there was not really a time of ‚coming to terms‘ with it…I was a hormone-driven, horny teenager, the cow was willing and I heard it can be done, so put 1 and 1 together and it just happened….never looked back to my innocence before that time or regretted it, never had to overcome mental crisis or depression because of it, etc…. it felt good and there was no reason to quit doing it!
Stuck with it and been doing it ever since…a good 35 years of being active now!