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How are you feeling at the moment?

Still got that alone vibe been a good day tho I guess, definitely ready to give affection to a female...turned 30 couple days ago spent it by myself, might of been what made me a dick head the other day. seems like the only people willing to chat or have fun are on here and not any place close to me lol. I am truly starting to feel like a monk and his master's ways of the no sex for you, hell flirting alone is uncommon for this dude even on here. It sucks ladies kills a man inside that or I'm just different then any other guy fuck idk. My confidence level has dropped because of it I think I feel unwanted in all ways really... I guess it's just me ??‍♂️
 
Zetaman40 said:
Like an outcast with no friends that truly know me, and if they did know about my sexuality, I wouldn't have any friends left, so alone in a sense
Other than that nagging anxiety I'm actually doing great, I know its a contradictory conundrum, I should be depressed but im content with life at the moment, having dogs by my side makes up for any sense of loneliness when it comes to human interaction (having to hide my true self from the people closest to me is a big cause for loneliness, feeling like I don't belong, or fit in with anyone else here in this city)
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I feel like that, only friends I got in real life are two. I don't get to see them often but it's a 20 year friendship that's made it a hell of a long way from being a bad friend to hiding things behind each other's backs fighting stealing each other's girls by slandering the other and through all that somehow we made it. Consider them brothers as they do me as well. I lost my sister few years back and recently he lost his both our sister were the same age and it seems like all our lives there's been something keep us 3 together for a reason. Now out cast, shit man I say family and they look at me and say black sheep. All my life they are free to fuck drink say do whatever and whoever they want but if I try to keep up I'm literally the devil's spawn child IV been stabbed in the back more times from my father then any stranger IV met. I smoke pot God forbid the fuckin world don't fall apart wile they smoke and drink two half gallons a night it's been at least six years since iv Seen anyone in my family didn't get one birthday wish not a fuckin one bro so I say cheers to you keep your head up keep riding that wave and fuck it.
 
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Bloodwolf said:
I want to say the same but I’m about to drive and I don’t want to make a mess. ?
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Shit you never drove and wacked it at the same time ? try it recommend Cruze control tho ? WARNING the stunts preformed in this film are highly dangerous and shouldn't be tried in anyway.
 
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