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How are you feeling at the moment?

Zetaman40 said:
Like an outcast with no friends that truly know me, and if they did know about my sexuality, I wouldn't have any friends left, so alone in a sense
Other than that nagging anxiety I'm actually doing great, I know its a contradictory conundrum, I should be depressed but im content with life at the moment, having dogs by my side makes up for any sense of loneliness when it comes to human interaction (having to hide my true self from the people closest to me is a big cause for loneliness, feeling like I don't belong, or fit in with anyone else here in this city)
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I totally relate. One hand, completely alone, on the other, perfectly content with it because it takes so much energy to pretend to be like everyone else, especially at work - going day by day pretending to give a $hit when really you'd be content with just your dogs. Still, it would be nice to socialize in person with my own kind
 
on the flip side, I'm feeling great, especially considering I got the yard mowed at lunch and it's muggier than schweddy ballsack out there.
 
MareButtUddrrLovrr said:
Alone, and the goal of entering a loving relationship where I'm allowed to suckle on a set of breasts seems even more distant than before.
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My friend, have you considered moving on? I know you're hurting, but it's a waste of your life to stay focused on being lonely for too long. Perhaps find yourself a distraction, maybe a hobby? (Please don't be offended, I just don't like seeing you down for so long. :()
 
Pillar said:
My friend, have you considered moving on? I know you're hurting, but it's a waste of your life to stay focused on being lonely for too long. Perhaps find yourself a distraction, maybe a hobby? (Please don't be offended, I just don't like seeing you down for so long. :()
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Doesn't really work that way; it's proven impossible to ignore loneliness EVEN with a hobby. It only makes you temporarily forget, but it doesn't really go away because it's still there when said hobby is finished; hobbies still don't address the issue.
 
Tiered. Very tired. And I got a 4:30 morning to wake up too. Kill me now. I’m a kill this cigarette shoot some whiskey and try to love my pillow as much as I can.
 
Exhausted. From so damn much.
Immediate issue is that my city is full of assholes who think that just we live in 'Murica that alone gives them every right to violate state law and set off fireworks whenever they damn well please. I have PTSD from an abusive past, and one of my huge triggers is loud, sudden noises. Even when I know it's coming, it kicks up my anxiety. And no one cares. So for roughly three months, maybe longer, I'll be constantly struggling with sleep.
Otherwise, I won't go into detail but my country is a burning dumpster fire of a few selfish assholes ruining it for the rest of us. I wanna go back to the days when I could believe in it.
 
Somewhat accomplished; got 3 T6 ships up to Ship Mastery level V (max level) on Star Trek Online.
 
Zetaman40 said:
I hear that man I have a sensitivity to sound, this time of the year is sensory overload hell for me: didn't help that people started lighting them off in May here, its been over a month of the shit, I find puting on some good headphones that cut sound out well with some calming music or some ear plugs helps
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It works great until I have to go to sleep. I can't listen to music anymore because it just makes my mind run into overdrive.
 
Not too bad today. I'm hoping your day has been better than mine though. :)
 
Annoyed that I got called an incel just for venting.
 
My dog was just in my bed were I'm surfing the net and licked my anal deeply, soooo I'm a little bit hot
 
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