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How are you feeling at the moment?

Bummed out, as I'm contemplating terminating my account on ABFSingles, due to seeing women there shaming guys for not having enough to pay for the Gold Membership.
 
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It's just the little enclave of lactating women on that site that shame us guys for being low on funds.

I guess that means I won't be getting breastfed anytime soon...
...thereby giving women a bad name, and proving they, themselves, are not worth having.
It's not all women that are like that - only the gold diggers. (Those come in both genders.)
 
I'm okay. I just discovered that I have anxiety, the social kind. I'm a highly social person and thrive around people, but this anxiety makes it so that any time I make a little mistake in a relationship or in my work I feel like everyone hates me, that I'm surely going to be fired, etc. Same if my old friends don't reply to my messages, which happens often because I live thousands of miles away from any irl friends. I go into a tailspin of self-loathing and doubt and I've lost the ability to know what's normal or what's worth worrying about. I almost destroyed my oldest friendship two days ago because of it, and for other reasons that are too complicated to explain here.

I've had it for years but didn't think of it as anxiety, even though it's been getting worse and worse. It was said oldest friend who pointed it out, actually. So I don't know where to begin there. Not like I can afford to talk to someone. Add to that ADHD and highs and lows, and life's been a bit interesting. Or should I say shitty.
 
Why the fuck is Caramel still here? Shouldn't this profile have been deleted along with all of their others?
 
Just a place to share how you feel right now. It can be a simple statement, an explanation or be as poetic as you'd like.


I feel pretty good now.
I’m feeling okay. 2020 has been a year. I lost someone I thought I had years left with, on top of struggling mental health. But I’m okay!!
 
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