No it's more along the lines of I want to escape the life of a human and become less, in this instance a dog because no matter how you cut it dogs are always lower than humans in societies mind. And with that comes lesser expectations, you become free in a sense by becoming lesser is what I mean by dehumanizing myself...cause I don't want to be human sometimes, I wish I could just check out of society, garden, forage and hunt (I can do all 3) and spend time with our 6 cats, and spend time with the husband and the 2 male dogs we are getting in the future, I put the hubby and dogs together because if that was my life I'd spend my entire time in pup mode making my husband happy helping him, playing with the dogs like a dog, train the dogs as much as possible to be good around others while still able to protect the family. And over course just spend my days happy and loving the family I built. And when the pups are old enough I'm going to present them my rump and see what happens...hopefully they will learn what presenting my rump means quickly so they can ravage me after the hubby takes his turn. Granted they may need a Lil encouragement In the form of a sheathe massage or minor handy j in the beginning to awaken their inner drive.