Having grown up in rural country-side, aiding in many planned and some unplanned mating sessions with their resulting litter births and add to that my own dreams of pregnancy, giving birth, breastfeeding, and motherhood. Then to have horses in nearby fields where I could secretly watch. On top of that never actually having any attraction to men in any form whatsoever but finding women's body extremely exciting and arousing. My attention turned to canines and horses for any male sexual interaction. I had always wondered what it would feel like to have the girth of a horse flair in my vagina near my cervix when he ejaculated; however, after many years of research, I know that this might not be quite as enjoyable as I had once thought. On the other hand I have known for many years that having a male canine lover is much more rewarding and accomplished in the long run. As for the breed, I still have not come to a definitive decision. I know that I do not want one that is aggressive sexually; however, I do know that I want one that will not only be a lover but also a companion.