I realized this wasn't going away when a mare backed into me - 1,100 lbs of horse with a mind of her own - backed into me, lifted her tail and made an invitation.
Me. Like I had anything to give back.
Materially.
Spiritually, yes, I will do what I can.
Mare: Climb on top, cowboy.
Me: I'm not a cowboy, I'm a horseman.
Mare: Whatever, scratch my itch.
Me: "I'm a dork."
Mare: Fuck me now or be in the ER again.
So I, uh, I, uh, fu - fu - exchanged pleasantries with an insistent superior female equine. Needed a step to reach - and true to faith mare lovers know if she's not interested, one step to the side.
Which again begs the question - Why? I like to think I am the dominator, but there are times I suspect she is the dominatrix, sucking what she wants out of me and throwing away the husk.
And I, being stupid, go back for more.
What was the moment I realized? First penetration. Almost instant cum.
I was allowed to pump her full, and did not go to the ER that day.
Why mares allow little men like me to fuck their pussies - that is a mystery. I already know they are larger and smarter and incredibly sexy - why settle for a little man cock?