Trust me its those times when shes not even in heat just those times where her vulva is hot/ready she just flat out wanted it. As i say she always seem to surprise me i know that it definitely shows her personality of who she is (her willingness/acceptance) and what she wants. She starts out by licking my hand then my "stuff" it all proceeded from there.
I've experienced this so many times!! Weird to see someone explain it for the first time.. a bitch not in heat can still be sexually available and I wish I knew the actual "hard science" (heh) behind it but not like we zoo's are going to get any allies to test it out any time soon..
I had this bitch who would look me deeply and lovingly into my eyes and then start furiously masturbating (licking her vulva) I could see her getting an orgasm! I could see her get tense and go like.. hnnng! ahhhhh! and then she panted happily XD
I never mounted her myself though.. I was deep into denial back then. But even her, a spayed bitch, could get visibly aroused and orgasm.
I have never spayed or neutered a pet after her, I find in morally reprehensible now-a-days
RAMBLING! On to the topic of this thread..
My favorite moment is hard to think of... it has to be a tie (hehheh) between falling in love with my first love, an old mutt dog.. we used to watch the sunrise together every morning and I fell in love with his calm and wise demeanor..
Or my first dog altogether.. a wonderful bitch who adored me like nothing else.. and how I adored her like nothing else. I still dream of her and cry over her death even though it's been over 10 years.
The feelings of love I've shared is so precious. The secret, wordless devotion, love and affection I've had is so important to me.. I have so much love in me..
There's this one mare I want to give an honorable mention to, though!
She was just 4 years old and so, SO cute and kind little foal!
I was the main farmhand who looked after her, but we got some apprentices that year and they were supposed to gear her up and train her a bit.
I let them do their thing, and the girl put the mare's bridle on, and then tried to tie her to the corridor. The young mare filly was so curious and cute, she sniffed at everything the girl had in her hands and when she took the ties on her hands, the curious filly mare sniffed at them while the apprentice tried to tie them to the stable walls.
The apprentice got super annoyed by this INSTANTLY and HIT the poor little mare on her snout!!
Like, the most sensitive place on a horse, right on her snozzle and just for being a baby and being curious??? It horrified me so much I just froze. It made me so ashamed for rest of the day how I didn't instantly tell the stupid bitch to go home, pack her stuff and never be around horses anymore because she doesn't deserve them!!! But... in the end, it was not my decision anyway.. it was the farm owner's and they were adamant this stupid, horrible (not fun kind of bitch) bitch or a person could play with their horses..
It was a horrible place to be in.. I felt so bad for not being able to do anything..
But, I went to the mare when she had free time and she was so appreciative of me. I was afraid she would turn to hate all humans and become flighty and in the end be put down.. man, I was so choked up about it, I still sometimes feel it..
But this lovely little filly was not like that. It was like she forgave altogether.
She was, indeed more careful when that mean, horse-abusing bitch was around her, but when I was around her, she was like a puppy dog! She would come right up to me and snuggle and investigate everything I had on my person, looking for treats and if I had no treats, it was all the same! She was just happy to investigate a new item!
She was so silly!!!
I never had sex with her, but I so appreciated her, she is one of the best experiences I ever had. She was so kind and understanding that even abuse didn't turn her suspicious and mean. She's truly a better person that I am.