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What do you fear?

"Every living creature on Earth die alone", I don't want to die alone ;-;
I don't care about dying, but, not alone ;-;
I really want to find a partner before everything turns black ;-;
(But maybe I never will)
 
"Every living creature on Earth die alone", I don't want to die alone ;-;
I don't care about dying, but, not alone ;-;
I really want to find a partner before everything turns black ;-;
(But maybe I never will)
Learn to accept it. Not everyone has open hearts, either due to circumstances or choice.

I fear suffering.
 
Something like a house fire when I'm not home but all of my partners and pets are. That's why I got multiple security cameras and a smoke and CO2 detector that hooks up to my wifi. I plan on getting those dry powder bombs that explode from fire and hang them up around the house as extra security. But I still get anxious thinking about house fires while I'm away and end up checking the cameras every five minutes.
 
Since I've been so honest about myself here, why not..

I fear falling in love again, like insanely scared of it. I could write an entire story of the bs I went through with my last and only person I loved, but there's no need because I'm sure there's plenty of people who will understand to some degree. So yea, I'll just leave it at that lol.
 
I fear the end. When everything I’ve lived through, every time I’ve laughed, every time I’ve screamed, all of my memories, thoughts, and emotions, just vanish. Disappear off the face of this earth. I fear everything just going black, and being unable to resurface from it. I fear not existing, everything just being burnt out of existence like a candle being blown out. I fear having my name be nothing but a chipped and faded gravestone, nowhere to be found anywhere else.

I want to keep on living and growing and experiencing. But every time I lay down to sleep at night, there’s this impending sense of doom as my days pass by, hour by hour, until I reach the final one.
 
I fear the end. When everything I’ve lived through, every time I’ve laughed, every time I’ve screamed, all of my memories, thoughts, and emotions, just vanish. Disappear off the face of this earth. I fear everything just going black, and being unable to resurface from it. I fear not existing, everything just being burnt out of existence like a candle being blown out. I fear having my name be nothing but a chipped and faded gravestone, nowhere to be found anywhere else.

I want to keep on living and growing and experiencing. But every time I lay down to sleep at night, there’s this impending sense of doom as my days pass by, hour by hour, until I reach the final one.
That's not what you ought to fear... It will eventually happen. Just live your life the best way you can.

Now, what I fear...

I FEAR LIFELONG/ETERNAL SUFFERING. More so than dying. If you suffer long enough you'll end up going insane.
 
That's not what you ought to fear... It will eventually happen. Just live your life the best way you can.

Now, what I fear...

I FEAR LIFELONG/ETERNAL SUFFERING. More so than dying. If you suffer long enough you'll end up going insane.


In the words of " Righteous Brothers "

If you believe in forever
Then life is just a one-night stand

so I wouldn't worry too much about that first part.

I ain't a theist, so "eternal" doesn't hold water for me.

Just My .02 Cents.
 
In the words of " Righteous Brothers "

If you believe in forever
Then life is just a one-night stand

so I wouldn't worry too much about that first part.

I ain't a theist, so "eternal" doesn't hold water for me.

Just My .02 Cents.
Some food for thought - energy cannot be created or destroyed, simply changed. And we live in a universe where energy cannot be destroyed; we are a part of this never-ending energy. We won't live with our bodies forever, but we'll always be a part of this existence, even if we only exist as atoms and energy particles afterwards.
 
Some food for thought - energy cannot be created or destroyed, simply changed. And we live in a universe where energy cannot be destroyed; we are a part of this never-ending energy. We won't live with our bodies forever, but we'll always be a part of this existence, even if we only exist as atoms and energy particles afterwards.

the bear chuckles....
Oh yeah?
 
Well I used to rock climb so being afraid of ladders is kind of a weird situation, and yes I've had many ladders collapse under me and fallen quite a few times. But I still get back up there regardless.

But my greatest fear is that I get to a point that I have to have someone take care of me. I watched and took care of my wife and parents as they died and I don't want anyone to deal with that on my behalf. No my kids especially, so I have always planned to just end it when I know I've gotten to that point as death is less of a fear than being unable to take care of myself and others around me.
 
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