Nah.
This life may hurt at times. It's lonely, frustrating, and half the time it scares me. I used to think i'd never meet another zoo, and if i did, they'll be a cop and bam, that'll be my life ruined.
There may be no light at the end of the tunnel, by the time it's accepted ill be so old my dick won't woke, and a few of species im attracted to will be extinct from global warming and overfishing (heh, tuna.... not that i have the slightest chance with them anyways!).
But getting to pet a dog on the side of the road, letting them lick and jump on me... and feeling that connection. Getting to go home and enjoy those feelings, and still smell the drool on my face, and dog scent on my body, and pick hair off my clothes, or cuddling my own (small) pets and feeling deep love for them...
Man, that makes every bit of pain disappear. No blue pill for me. Even if i end up being jailed for being this way one day, or ostracized for being a freak, or anything else.