So...I got hammered and outed myself last night

[Barrry]

A vagina is sometimes called a "box"... which is squared.

Thanks. Not being a native speaker, that was one hop too far for me.

 

[ItsAHardKnotLife]

Well that’s quite a mix of reactions. I can see where most of you guys are coming from. I’ll try my best to address some of your comments. First of all I’m not bullshitting about any of it. Believe it or not it’s up to you. If you wanna tell me it sounds crazy, I agree. You’re preaching to the choir, but I would like to add context to my friendship because it may help clear things up. You guys seem to think I recklessly exposed my secret to some random person and that’s not quite the case. He is my BEST friend and has been for many years which is the only reason drunk me felt safe enough to tell him. We have been friends for a very long time. Although what I did with/ in front of him was a lot, we’ve done things together (non-sexual) that could get us buried under the prison. He’s always been my partner in crime per se. Since we were kids, if there was trouble to get into we’d be getting into it together. I knew that the worst thing that could’ve happened would be him saying “dude, you’re fucking weird” and maybe some awkward moments for the next few weeks, but he has his secrets too. I knew he wouldn’t beat me, call the cops, and turn me over to the angry mob. He’s the kinda friend that would help you dig a hole and bury a body. So maybe that helps some of it make sense. It doesn’t make it any less stupid, but I knew despite his reaction that it would still remain between us. And it was alcohol that got me fucked up not meth, just a lot of alcohol. I don’t like drugs. I don’t even like weed anymore. One of you mentioned that I should never touch a gun....well I live in the woods I own many guns. Even a few big scary evil AR-15s. There is a gun in almost every room of my house. There has never been an issue of violence with guns or anything else. I’ve never even been in a bar fight. I get horny when I drink it doesn’t make me violent. I don’t drink and drive, I don’t pull out guns or try to start fights. I simply tend to lose my clothes when I add alcohol. Honestly after all of this, I’ve gained a since of relief. Over the last week I came out to my siblings about my bisexuality and I told my gf about the whole blowjob thing(not the dog thing that’s staying buried for now). She wasn’t thrilled but she is still here and still loves me so I don’t feel as guilty about it as I did. The only reason I even shared this was to see if anyone else has had an insane night like that. Thanks to those if you that were semi supportive. To those of you that want to be pricks about it or doubt it completely, that’s fine too. To each their own. Sorry if the fact that I’m new here discredits everything I say. I just thought it was a safe place to share my story. In the end, it has worked out and I don’t feel like a perv hiding in the dark. Now I have one person that truly knows who and what I am, and a few more people that know half of what I am. To top it all off, he is actually interested. He’s been watching videos and talking with me about it. I don’t know if it will go anywhere but either way it’s nice to actually meet someone that doesn’t find the act completely repulsive. It feels like a weight was taken off my shoulders. My only regret is lying/ hiding from my gf. It made me feel like a pos, rightly so. Well, maybe that clears some things up for you guys or maybe it’s just another load of bullshit from an attention starved little lurker noob. Make the decision for yourself.

 

[ThisIsKnotLove]

I outed myself while drunk but it was to a trusted friend who has plenty of kinks and runs a few fun little parties from time to time, he was cool with it and even mentioned one of his exes was into it as well. I doubt I would do it again though, just kind of felt good to tell someone plus I knew they'd be accepting after seeing some of the shit they've done.

 

[Wolf2]

I’ve never shared my secret EVER, but last night I got absolutely wasted and thought it would be a good idea to tell my best friend. He took it rather well. He was really curious about how it worked, so being the genius that I am when I’m drunk, I proceeded to let my GSD fuck me in front of him. He said that it kinda turned him on so I told him to sit down and not say a word. I pulled his pants down and sucked him off(he’s straight and we’ve never done anything like that before). All he said was wow. Idk if that was a good or bad wow. His dick didn’t seem to object. I then stumbled to bed and went to sleep next to my oblivious girlfriend. So after all that, which layer of hell am I going to? I’ve never pushed so many boundaries at once before and I’m kinda nervous about how this will affect our friendship. Fuck I feel so dumb.

Have you guys ever been that reckless while drunk?

That’s quite the scenario. I’ve never told anyone in real life my true desires. But that also sounds pretty hot ?

 

[darkmind]

I’d say go all in. Ask him if he wants to join in. Maybe give him sloppy seconds. Point is the damage is done. Drawing him further into the rabbit hole may be your only real defense.

 

[Wstrngrts]

All I can say is I under

Well that’s quite a mix of reactions. I can see where most of you guys are coming from. I’ll try my best to address some of your comments. First of all I’m not bullshitting about any of it. Believe it or not it’s up to you. If you wanna tell me it sounds crazy, I agree. You’re preaching to the choir, but I would like to add context to my friendship because it may help clear things up. You guys seem to think I recklessly exposed my secret to some random person and that’s not quite the case. He is my BEST friend and has been for many years which is the only reason drunk me felt safe enough to tell him. We have been friends for a very long time. Although what I did with/ in front of him was a lot, we’ve done things together (non-sexual) that could get us buried under the prison. He’s always been my partner in crime per se. Since we were kids, if there was trouble to get into we’d be getting into it together. I knew that the worst thing that could’ve happened would be him saying “dude, you’re fucking weird” and maybe some awkward moments for the next few weeks, but he has his secrets too. I knew he wouldn’t beat me, call the cops, and turn me over to the angry mob. He’s the kinda friend that would help you dig a hole and bury a body. So maybe that helps some of it make sense. It doesn’t make it any less stupid, but I knew despite his reaction that it would still remain between us. And it was alcohol that got me fucked up not meth, just a lot of alcohol. I don’t like drugs. I don’t even like weed anymore. One of you mentioned that I should never touch a gun....well I live in the woods I own many guns. Even a few big scary evil AR-15s. There is a gun in almost every room of my house. There has never been an issue of violence with guns or anything else. I’ve never even been in a bar fight. I get horny when I drink it doesn’t make me violent. I don’t drink and drive, I don’t pull out guns or try to start fights. I simply tend to lose my clothes when I add alcohol. Honestly after all of this, I’ve gained a since of relief. Over the last week I came out to my siblings about my bisexuality and I told my gf about the whole blowjob thing(not the dog thing that’s staying buried for now). She wasn’t thrilled but she is still here and still loves me so I don’t feel as guilty about it as I did. The only reason I even shared this was to see if anyone else has had an insane night like that. Thanks to those if you that were semi supportive. To those of you that want to be pricks about it or doubt it completely, that’s fine too. To each their own. Sorry if the fact that I’m new here discredits everything I say. I just thought it was a safe place to share my story. In the end, it has worked out and I don’t feel like a perv hiding in the dark. Now I have one person that truly knows who and what I am, and a few more people that know half of what I am. To top it all off, he is actually interested. He’s been watching videos and talking with me about it. I don’t know if it will go anywhere but either way it’s nice to actually meet someone that doesn’t find the act completely repulsive. It feels like a weight was taken off my shoulders. My only regret is lying/ hiding from my gf. It made me feel like a pos, rightly so. Well, maybe that clears some things up for you guys or maybe it’s just another load of bullshit from an attention starved little lurker noob. Make the decision for yourself.

stand. I don't drink, never been drunk, but understand the feeling of being alone, isolated and trying to sort out my sexual feelings all while being surrounded by people with love and trust. I did out myself to my best friend - not to the same level you did - but i wanted him to know who I was really and completely. We'd been friends many years, but it faded over the last decade. I still feel safe in having told him. From the sounds of your story, your friend probably knows you very well, is likely not surprised by any of your antics. The fact a straight guy lets another guy do oral sex on him doesn't make him gay - bi maybe. But more likely just drunk and sexual - like you were. Talk it out with him, trust your relationship with him, and give it time. The relationship is probably much more durable than getting destroyed by a drunk confession (and demonstration)

 

[ZooDogLover320]

Closest thing I've gotten to outing myself is when bringing up zoophilia as a standalone topic, only somewhat playing devils advocate and defended it a tiny amount. My closest friend basically then grouped it with pedophilia to say anyone who does that sort of thing should be shot in the head or jailed forever ?