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I am homeless, depressed and lonely. I want a loving relationship with a female, but I admit, I sometimes fear Women, even though I want one. I just want a female to hold, cuddle, kiss, sometimes suckle her teats or breasts.
 
I am homeless, depressed and lonely. I want a loving relationship with a female, but I admit, I sometimes fear Women, even though I want one. I just want a female to hold, cuddle, kiss, sometimes suckle her teats or breasts.
...Homeless? How are you using this website then?
 
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...Pardon my ignorance, but why not just feel that way then?
it definitely is hard to do that. when one looks at their current situation and all the flaws that possibly led them there and compare yourself to other people that lead seemingly normal or better lives it kicks you down even more and makes you feel that you dont really have a purpose in life and it makes you question why youre even living and breathing in the first place. and a pretty crappy place to be in. not everyone feels the same way, some people feel it a much less and others much worse. your mind takes you places where you shouldnt be. but realized that trying to be in a better state of mind comes from within and takes a crapload of effort and strength to get to but its doable. its and uphill battle, some hills steeper than others but i feel it can be done and we need to hang in there. itll eventually get better
 
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it definitely is hard to do that. when one looks at their current situation and all the flaws that possibly led them there and compare yourself to other people that lead seemingly normal or better lives it kicks you down even more and makes you feel that you dont really have a purpose in life and it makes you question why youre even living and breathing in the first place. and a pretty crappy place to be in. not everyone feels the same way, some people feel it a much less and others much worse. your mind takes you places where you shouldnt be. but realized that trying to be in a better state of mind comes from within and takes a crapload of effort and strength to get to but its doable. its and uphill battle, some hills steeper than others but i feel it can be done
I understand the reason its basically when life kicks you down you would say "why bother" instead of magically feeling that way. Other people fight life and try their hardest to try above it.
 
I understand the reason its basically when life kicks you down you would say "why bother" instead of magically feeling that way. Other people fight life and try their hardest to try above it.
I could've sworn that was just me though. I always imagined it being easier for others. ?
 
They want to be controlled, to have the answers laid out before them.
Its too bad those people arent really people just some Genes waiting to spread that cant think for themselves. The way people go WWZ over toliet paper makes me lose faith in humanity.
 
what happened that caused such abuse?
My father was abusive to me and my siblings, as well as being partially brainwashed by the cult of Jehovahs Witnesses. Being told I was an abomination for being Zoo, among other things. Basically, that cult makes everyone feel unworthy, especially if they leave or are shunned.
 
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