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"CONCLUSION: Zoophilia is another paraphilic disorder involving disapproving individuals characterized by
a persistent and intense pattern of atypical sexual arousal manifested by sexual thoughts, fantasies, drives, or
behaviors in which the focus of the arousal pattern involves the animal. This case is rarely reported because sufferers
think their actions are not harmful, lack of parental attention and supervision may be one of the causes of this
disorder."
Well, this couldn't be more wrong for me.
First, my focus was on women, not animals. I range from a general dislike to neutrality towards most guys, so when I was looking up porn in my teens I hated seeing men in the videos. I started with watching lesbian porn, tried all kinds of stuff, then lo and behold! I found zoophilia.
Second, I had more parental attention and supervision than almost everyone I've met. My father did his best to keep me under absolute control, by way of physical, mental, emotional, social, any kind of force. I understand this may be a perverted corruption of what they were trying to say, but it technically checks those boxes.
Third, I am currently in college, so I definitely don't lack an education. One of my favorite pastimes is learning things just to learn it, whether by reading books, looking on the internet, or hands on work.
Over time, my focus began to be centered around women. As in I came second, them first. If an animal is what they want sexually or emotionally, then they can go to it before me and I won't mind a bit. I can get along with men, but I'm much less patient if they start being assholes.
a persistent and intense pattern of atypical sexual arousal manifested by sexual thoughts, fantasies, drives, or
behaviors in which the focus of the arousal pattern involves the animal. This case is rarely reported because sufferers
think their actions are not harmful, lack of parental attention and supervision may be one of the causes of this
disorder."
Well, this couldn't be more wrong for me.
First, my focus was on women, not animals. I range from a general dislike to neutrality towards most guys, so when I was looking up porn in my teens I hated seeing men in the videos. I started with watching lesbian porn, tried all kinds of stuff, then lo and behold! I found zoophilia.
Second, I had more parental attention and supervision than almost everyone I've met. My father did his best to keep me under absolute control, by way of physical, mental, emotional, social, any kind of force. I understand this may be a perverted corruption of what they were trying to say, but it technically checks those boxes.
Third, I am currently in college, so I definitely don't lack an education. One of my favorite pastimes is learning things just to learn it, whether by reading books, looking on the internet, or hands on work.
Over time, my focus began to be centered around women. As in I came second, them first. If an animal is what they want sexually or emotionally, then they can go to it before me and I won't mind a bit. I can get along with men, but I'm much less patient if they start being assholes.