My husband found out

[efnh]

Wow. I’m overwhelmed by the amount of support everyone in the community has given me on this. Thank you so much.

It turns out, he never saw the bestial video, so my fears were all moot.

The whole ordeal generated so much anxiety that I kind of just shoved my zoosexuality in a jar and threw it in a pit somewhere in my mind and it has stayed there up until now.

Since then, we have moved to Florida. I still feel lonely about it all, not having any friends who know about my sexuality - aside from one person that I’m not that close with.

Man. I just want a zoo friend that I don’t have to pretend anything to.

 

[efnh]

Hope OP is doing well. Judging from lack of posting my thinking is they did get caught in a bad way and vowed to disconnect from the zoo world to save the marriage.

He never found out which in a way is a relief but also kind of just puts me in a sad place because something scares me to absolute death and causes me to retreat into a rut of denial for MONTHS on end. It’s definitely not healthy for my psyche. I also know I’m far from the only one struggling with these feelings.

Zooville and the responses from you people have been the one healthy light in my sexuality and for that I’m eternally grateful.

 

[ausbeast420]

Wow. I’m overwhelmed by the amount of support everyone in the community has given me on this. Thank you so much.

It turns out, he never saw the bestial video, so my fears were all moot.

The whole ordeal generated so much anxiety that I kind of just shoved my zoosexuality in a jar and threw it in a pit somewhere in my mind and it has stayed there up until now.

Since then, we have moved to Florida. I still feel lonely about it all, not having any friends who know about my sexuality - aside from one person that I’m not that close with.

Man. I just want a zoo friend that I don’t have to pretend anything to.

Glad it didn't get worse but that's not a great time by the sound of it, feeling lonely sucks especially when your with someone, I am almost at the point where id prefer to be alone alone than alone with someone so I'm sticking to myself untill I find someone who I can share the full spectrum of myself with, hope you find something out there to fill the hole

 

[efnh]

Glad it didn't get worse but that's not a great time by the sound of it, feeling lonely sucks especially when your with someone, I am almost at the point where id prefer to be alone alone than alone with someone so I'm sticking to myself untill I find someone who I can share the full spectrum of myself with, hope you find something out there to fill the hole

Thanks for the response. I love this man more than anything. At the same time I definitely feel like I’m lying to him and getting into these situations is the absolute worst. As many here have said, I should tell him. I’m sure one day I’ll have the courage to. It’s impossible to fully understand the level of anxiety the mere thought of doing that causes and why it’s so hard to come clean about it.

For now, this is just the reality that we live in. I have been a bit more active on ZV for the past couple of days and I’m looking to just have casual chats with others. Maybe even find a friend or two in the area that could, maybe, exist in real life.

 

[Fmhita]

Me and my husband have been married for two years now. We’ve known each other for 5. I never told him about my zoo sexuality and I figured he’s not into it at all. We’ve shared some of our kinks, mainly that I’m into fisting and w/s and he’s into the latter.

This weekend we took a trip with my mother-in-law to Florida and while at a restaurant with my husband sitting across the table from me & my in-law next to me, he asked to see the photos I had taken that day. He scrolled past them and ran across a video that I had saved from here and forgot to put in a hidden folder.

I never like him using my phone because I feel like it’s full of porn even though I’m pretty good at hiding it, so while he was browsing, I got up and said I need to use the bathroom and to give me my phone. On the screen was a video of a man having sex with a dog. As he gave the phone back to me he whispered “now I know what you never wanted me to find on your phone”.

I darted into the bathroom and had a panic attack in one of the stalls.

After all this, he told me while we were walking around that everything is okay but we need to have a serious conversation so that I can clear some things up and some stuff needs to be established. We won’t have a chance to talk in private until Tuesday.

I’m MORTIFIED and scared. It doesn’t seem like he is divorcing me or that things have turned sour but I can’t help but to feel like a seal has been broken and the way he sees me now has changed. I’m so scared of him asking me if I’ve fooled around with our dog or telling me that I can’t. I mean, I have messed around with him but I don’t want him to think I’m fucking our dog each time he sees me cuddle him.

How can I prepare for this conversation that will take place at some point? What do I tell him? How in depth do I get about it?

Tell him the truth. I bet he will be very excited about it and will want to participate. I know I would be.

 

[LovaDawg]

Tell him the truth. I bet he will be very excited about it and will want to participate. I know I would be.

You are not the others. And especially not all of them. You only know what you know. Nothing more and nothing less.