HoundDogRuffDog
Zooville Settler
So, I was born a zoophile.
When I was a kid, I was SO interested in animals.
It was my whole world, nothing else interested me in the whole wide world except for all sort of critters, be they insect, amoeba, animal, fish.. I just loved them all so much! And I wanted to know all about them. I watched as many animal documentaries I could as a kid. I remember watching wonderful documentaries which could not hold the interest of most 4-year olds, but I was GLUED to the telly, even at that age, just watching all the non-humans and trying my best to understand them.
I wanted to understand how they feel, who they are, what they want, what they hope.. I craved for a deeper understanding, I LOVED THEM ALL and I loved them all so, SO MUCH.
I was appalled of science-shows which said fish don't feel pain (now debunked, thank god) or that dolphins jumping from water cannot be explained (it can, damnit!! they do it because it feels FUN to do!!) and how animals don't feel love.. like.. if we have over 70% of our DNA the same as a banana, a dog can feel love! Or a giraffe or a dolphin or a cat or a racoon or or..
And I made connections. I knew non-humans had feelings and rich inner lives which I wanted to be a part of, so I got to know to them. I had so many different species and personalities in my life from child onward, and I was always very good with them.
Even now, when I walk into a room with an animal, I don't go to them, they walk right up to me and ask me who I am, wanting to know me.
I never pet a dog, even when I specifically want to. The first thing I learned to do was to wait for the non-human person to come up to me, and actually want me to introduce myself to them. I often find people thinking I'm an animal whisperer, and I find it ironic and funny how this skill is because of I am a zoophile.
Cats, especially love me. They flock to me and people who are self-proclaimed cat-loves wonder aloud to me: "how do you do it?!!"
And I'm baffled by how someone who claims to love cats above all else can't understand how cats actually work? While being pushy on a dog and just petting it only because YOU *want to* might be a minor offense to the most outgoing puppy, being pushy on a cat is an absolute crime!
But people who think of cats as something cute, cuddly and child-like are not going to respect them as an adult person and let them come to you at their own pace, like I do.
I do so with every animal. I'm especially good with donkeys, mules, goats and dogs.. and believe me when I tell you - even an outgoing creature like a dog WILL appreciate a person who gives them space and time to get to know to you!
Seems like the most reprehensible and horrid (according to popular culture) thing you could ever do to an animal is to have mutually enjoyable sex with them, but that is what made me so good with animals - my natural-born interest in them and the closer relationship I can have with them.
It's perverse, evil and wrong how masturbating a whining, sad, hurting dog is okay if you're going to put the semen he sadly made into his own niece (to make really ill offspring with only the ideal of adhering to the breed standard) but it's horribly, morally reprehensible to have sex with the same dog while he is enthusiastic, happy, and rambunctious just because it's zoophilia..
I've been a farmhand for enough years to see the horrible injustice which is raping animals - putting an electric buttplug into a bull's anus (the instructions mention you can make the bull fall and hurt itself, it's not a pleasant thing for them the most of the time, they fight when they're being put into the cage for semen collection 90% of the time), masturbating males who are non-willing and then putting that semen into a female animal by going fist-deep into their anus and vagina.. when a zoophile's penis in either orifice would constitute as horrible abuse?
These experiences have made me understand without a shadow of a doubt - zoophilia is not wrong. Animal abuse is wrong, it's horrible, it happens in every factory farm and people who are eating beef, chicken, pork and turkey with a big smile in their face are 100% eating an animal born from forceful masturbation and insemination, but it's just brushed aside and not thought about. Zoophiles are the evil scapegoat (heh, goat) here and the main public does not want to even think about it.
If the general public would ACTUALLY care about animal sexual abuse, they would stop buying beef which was not born from natural mounting, nor would they eat broiler meat or turkey because all of those are made by artificial insemination.
It really fucks me up to think of how willingly ignorant people are, just to be able to have something to hate.
It really seems like people want to divert their attention from their comfort of abusing animals for profit to people who love animals, who have an actual relationship with animals to love them intimately so they would not have to pay less for a pound of beef or not be able to get that instagram-perfect puppy dog born or rape and incest because they don't actually value animals for WHO they are, but for how cheap they can buy their meat or how pretty their offspring can be to make their own image better.
A status symbol of food or a fancy commodity.
I could ramble on and on how the meat, racing and dog breeding industry has robbed us of what we could have. The true value, the real connection and the real friendship, work friend relationship we could've had.
How so many horse breeds have gone to from a good pal for plowing fields to a short-tempered mess not useful for work because of how it's nothing but a racing breed anymore, making foals for not the humble farmer wanting a pal to plow the fields on the seasons, but a short-tempered horse, not fit for the plow at all, nasty-temprered and bad for any job but running straight until they are 4-6 years old and then put down, their bodies so full of chemicals pumped into them to perform better at running, they can't even be used for dog food anymore, their carcasses rotting in a heap of garbage on a dump site.
Or the working dog we could have, the sharp, steady german shepherd, now nothing but a sad, limping mess because the "breed standard" called for them to have a "sloped back" which turned into what we have today - a nearly paralyzed backside, the back feet dragging behind him as he tries his best to have a normal trot, but his shitty D-hips not supporting the proper function of running anymore..
The dogs have been done the dirtiest in my opinion. There are hundreds of breeds which are just Frankenstein horrors at this point, because the breed clubs don't want a happy dog - they want a "pretty dog" and lemme tell ya.. what is pretty to them, should not be pretty to any humane, kind creature..
I've already ranted too long, so the farm animals only get a mention here.. the poor broiler chicken who are too heavy to hold their weight, the poor sheep kept in climates not made for them and like so many more animals in farms.. castrated when only weeks old with no anesthesia.
It's just so fucked up for what humanity accepts as perfectly okay and then turns on the humble zoophile, demonizing them, shaming them, calling them the worst there is and then going home to their dog born of incest with nostrils not large enough to even have one proper lungful of air, sitting down to eat some meat made by someone raping a bull in it's ass and then fisting a female cow to create a calf and go sleep in their bed made of more animal parts like angora wool or feathers to sleep oh-so-well for being the "better person"
You either are against animal abuse, or you are not.
You cannot pick and choose, you cannot set rules for others you find okay to yourself because oh, they made meat which I can eat so it's okay.
It either is or it is not abuse.
Okay, I got that off my chest, sorry and thank you for reading trough that if you did..
Now that's dealed with, I can go on to my personal experiences..
As I already stated, I was born a zoophile and how that manifested for me was by: 1. Appreciation for animalkind 2. Sympathizing for animalkind 3. Loving the animalkind
All non-humans just fascinated me, and that's how I ended up in farms, working over there.
I was usually really good with every animal I was given to care for, even the fucking geese..!!! (Goddamn geese, right guys??) but when I kept in mind of what the animals were about and who they were as a person.. I could handle anyone. I had properties no one else had as a zoophile.
My first instinct is not "oh wow, this non-human person is SO HOT I gotta fuck them NOW" but instead "Oh hello, who are you?", I see an animal as my equal, as someone with an agency and complex emotions, just like humans are. So I connect.
I got assigned the most difficult cases because I was the only one who could calm them down or talk sense into them. And I didn't resent the creatures I got to calm down, or to feed even when they were really hard to deal with. I just took them as who they were and went from there.
Even animals really popular with a lot of people still could choose me as their favourite, and I knew some which would've been up for me to have sexual relations with, but I chose not to, because I was not a permanent fixture in their lives and I didn't think they would deserve that kind of unstability in their lives. I think a lot of horse people can understand me here.
But then there were dogs. Exciteable dogs! Wild, rambunctious farm dogs who felt like the world was their oyster! I had a lot of relations with those dogs.
There was this one special one who was so calm, so nice, so kind and I fell in love with him. He did not belong to me, but what a lovely beast he was. He was my first love and I get teary-eyed every time I think of the time I spent with him.. every morning when the sun was rising, I'd drink coffee sitting on the ground at the most beautiful meadow, and he would walk right beside me, plop down and share that moment with me.
We ended up becoming deeper friends, because I understood what it is like to be a dog, and he appreciated my time as someone who kept him safe and things in order.. and also played with him like no one else understood. He was a calm dog, so he did not want to play tug like the others, he wanted something fun and engaging and when he got tired of playing, he'd plop down and appreciate the beautiful landscape we had around.
He was someone who really understood beauty. He knew how to chill down and just take it all in.
He was so attractive as a person and I felt shy and weird and inexperienced when I first propositioned to him. But I knew him well, he knew me well and we spoke, we told what we felt like in the moment and I was so happy to see we felt the same. He was all for the sexual relations I propositioned him for and we went for it!
He had never done it with anyone else, not bitches, not humans and it was the same for me, so it was really special.
And as time went forward, he started to nudge me with.. hey.. wanna do it? When before, it was this messy, weird and fun conclusion we came to together. Forward, it was either him asking for it, or me asking for it.
He knew the proper time, he knew it was private to only us. he was really good at reading people and his surroundings and he knew what we did was between us, and no one else would be part of it.
Sometimes I find an anti-zoophilia sentiment which goes along the lines of "If you teach a dog to mount you, then he's going to mount everyone and it's super inappropriate and will make his life so hard!" and I chuckle when I remember my first love, this farm dog who lived 100% of his life without supervision who still was so understanding and smart he knew sex with a human was special and only limited to the persons involved.
He was a gentleman though, and I've seen dogs who have never had sex with a human who would hump every damn thing in front of them!! It depends on the person, really, and most dogs will understand situation and will not hump every person they meet.
I mean, why would they? It's not like every human will feed, wash, or even play with them?? And they DO understand that!
Non-human animals are intelligent, understand nuance, love, affection and interpersonal relationships.
I'm getting kinda tired, I ranted, I rambled, I lost my point a long time ago, but I want to leave you with this sentiment or anecdote:
I have not had sexual relations with non-humans in YEARS, but I am still a 100% zoophile, still 100% attracted to animals but the most important thing is.. I love animals.
I don't NEED sexual relationship with an animal to love and appreciate them. I have had several in my life, and all were loving and good, but it's not what I demand and need of an animal.
What brought me to zoosexuality was mutual understanding, need to relate and know how someone else is feeling and being open to the experience their lives..
I just have this innate need to connect to someone, as a person and to love them.
It's where this all is coming from, and I can be completely full and happy for the rest of my life with not having sex with any non-human ever again, but.. I needed to experience it even once in my life to truly KNOW if it was it.. and it WAS IT! It really was, I loved it, they loved it, were they a dog, mare, doe or a buck, and I was so happy they could feel so safe and comfortable as to do it with me, share this intimacy with me.. it fulfilled me.
I will have animals in my life in the future and the basis of getting any of them will be love. If I have the time and space to give them the best life, I will get them into my life! Even if I'd get an animal to have sex with them.. it might not turn out that way. Some will just not be into me, and that is fine, and I am completely content with having an animal like that in my life until the end of their life.
I love animals, I love all animals, I can feel kinship to them and that is what is the most important. Sex is a nice bonus on top of having someone amazing in your life, but the baseline is love and respect.
This was my ramble, pouring my heart out to the zoo community today. Thank you for reading..!
When I was a kid, I was SO interested in animals.
It was my whole world, nothing else interested me in the whole wide world except for all sort of critters, be they insect, amoeba, animal, fish.. I just loved them all so much! And I wanted to know all about them. I watched as many animal documentaries I could as a kid. I remember watching wonderful documentaries which could not hold the interest of most 4-year olds, but I was GLUED to the telly, even at that age, just watching all the non-humans and trying my best to understand them.
I wanted to understand how they feel, who they are, what they want, what they hope.. I craved for a deeper understanding, I LOVED THEM ALL and I loved them all so, SO MUCH.
I was appalled of science-shows which said fish don't feel pain (now debunked, thank god) or that dolphins jumping from water cannot be explained (it can, damnit!! they do it because it feels FUN to do!!) and how animals don't feel love.. like.. if we have over 70% of our DNA the same as a banana, a dog can feel love! Or a giraffe or a dolphin or a cat or a racoon or or..
And I made connections. I knew non-humans had feelings and rich inner lives which I wanted to be a part of, so I got to know to them. I had so many different species and personalities in my life from child onward, and I was always very good with them.
Even now, when I walk into a room with an animal, I don't go to them, they walk right up to me and ask me who I am, wanting to know me.
I never pet a dog, even when I specifically want to. The first thing I learned to do was to wait for the non-human person to come up to me, and actually want me to introduce myself to them. I often find people thinking I'm an animal whisperer, and I find it ironic and funny how this skill is because of I am a zoophile.
Cats, especially love me. They flock to me and people who are self-proclaimed cat-loves wonder aloud to me: "how do you do it?!!"
And I'm baffled by how someone who claims to love cats above all else can't understand how cats actually work? While being pushy on a dog and just petting it only because YOU *want to* might be a minor offense to the most outgoing puppy, being pushy on a cat is an absolute crime!
But people who think of cats as something cute, cuddly and child-like are not going to respect them as an adult person and let them come to you at their own pace, like I do.
I do so with every animal. I'm especially good with donkeys, mules, goats and dogs.. and believe me when I tell you - even an outgoing creature like a dog WILL appreciate a person who gives them space and time to get to know to you!
Seems like the most reprehensible and horrid (according to popular culture) thing you could ever do to an animal is to have mutually enjoyable sex with them, but that is what made me so good with animals - my natural-born interest in them and the closer relationship I can have with them.
It's perverse, evil and wrong how masturbating a whining, sad, hurting dog is okay if you're going to put the semen he sadly made into his own niece (to make really ill offspring with only the ideal of adhering to the breed standard) but it's horribly, morally reprehensible to have sex with the same dog while he is enthusiastic, happy, and rambunctious just because it's zoophilia..
I've been a farmhand for enough years to see the horrible injustice which is raping animals - putting an electric buttplug into a bull's anus (the instructions mention you can make the bull fall and hurt itself, it's not a pleasant thing for them the most of the time, they fight when they're being put into the cage for semen collection 90% of the time), masturbating males who are non-willing and then putting that semen into a female animal by going fist-deep into their anus and vagina.. when a zoophile's penis in either orifice would constitute as horrible abuse?
These experiences have made me understand without a shadow of a doubt - zoophilia is not wrong. Animal abuse is wrong, it's horrible, it happens in every factory farm and people who are eating beef, chicken, pork and turkey with a big smile in their face are 100% eating an animal born from forceful masturbation and insemination, but it's just brushed aside and not thought about. Zoophiles are the evil scapegoat (heh, goat) here and the main public does not want to even think about it.
If the general public would ACTUALLY care about animal sexual abuse, they would stop buying beef which was not born from natural mounting, nor would they eat broiler meat or turkey because all of those are made by artificial insemination.
It really fucks me up to think of how willingly ignorant people are, just to be able to have something to hate.
It really seems like people want to divert their attention from their comfort of abusing animals for profit to people who love animals, who have an actual relationship with animals to love them intimately so they would not have to pay less for a pound of beef or not be able to get that instagram-perfect puppy dog born or rape and incest because they don't actually value animals for WHO they are, but for how cheap they can buy their meat or how pretty their offspring can be to make their own image better.
A status symbol of food or a fancy commodity.
I could ramble on and on how the meat, racing and dog breeding industry has robbed us of what we could have. The true value, the real connection and the real friendship, work friend relationship we could've had.
How so many horse breeds have gone to from a good pal for plowing fields to a short-tempered mess not useful for work because of how it's nothing but a racing breed anymore, making foals for not the humble farmer wanting a pal to plow the fields on the seasons, but a short-tempered horse, not fit for the plow at all, nasty-temprered and bad for any job but running straight until they are 4-6 years old and then put down, their bodies so full of chemicals pumped into them to perform better at running, they can't even be used for dog food anymore, their carcasses rotting in a heap of garbage on a dump site.
Or the working dog we could have, the sharp, steady german shepherd, now nothing but a sad, limping mess because the "breed standard" called for them to have a "sloped back" which turned into what we have today - a nearly paralyzed backside, the back feet dragging behind him as he tries his best to have a normal trot, but his shitty D-hips not supporting the proper function of running anymore..
The dogs have been done the dirtiest in my opinion. There are hundreds of breeds which are just Frankenstein horrors at this point, because the breed clubs don't want a happy dog - they want a "pretty dog" and lemme tell ya.. what is pretty to them, should not be pretty to any humane, kind creature..
I've already ranted too long, so the farm animals only get a mention here.. the poor broiler chicken who are too heavy to hold their weight, the poor sheep kept in climates not made for them and like so many more animals in farms.. castrated when only weeks old with no anesthesia.
It's just so fucked up for what humanity accepts as perfectly okay and then turns on the humble zoophile, demonizing them, shaming them, calling them the worst there is and then going home to their dog born of incest with nostrils not large enough to even have one proper lungful of air, sitting down to eat some meat made by someone raping a bull in it's ass and then fisting a female cow to create a calf and go sleep in their bed made of more animal parts like angora wool or feathers to sleep oh-so-well for being the "better person"
You either are against animal abuse, or you are not.
You cannot pick and choose, you cannot set rules for others you find okay to yourself because oh, they made meat which I can eat so it's okay.
It either is or it is not abuse.
Okay, I got that off my chest, sorry and thank you for reading trough that if you did..
Now that's dealed with, I can go on to my personal experiences..
As I already stated, I was born a zoophile and how that manifested for me was by: 1. Appreciation for animalkind 2. Sympathizing for animalkind 3. Loving the animalkind
All non-humans just fascinated me, and that's how I ended up in farms, working over there.
I was usually really good with every animal I was given to care for, even the fucking geese..!!! (Goddamn geese, right guys??) but when I kept in mind of what the animals were about and who they were as a person.. I could handle anyone. I had properties no one else had as a zoophile.
My first instinct is not "oh wow, this non-human person is SO HOT I gotta fuck them NOW" but instead "Oh hello, who are you?", I see an animal as my equal, as someone with an agency and complex emotions, just like humans are. So I connect.
I got assigned the most difficult cases because I was the only one who could calm them down or talk sense into them. And I didn't resent the creatures I got to calm down, or to feed even when they were really hard to deal with. I just took them as who they were and went from there.
Even animals really popular with a lot of people still could choose me as their favourite, and I knew some which would've been up for me to have sexual relations with, but I chose not to, because I was not a permanent fixture in their lives and I didn't think they would deserve that kind of unstability in their lives. I think a lot of horse people can understand me here.
But then there were dogs. Exciteable dogs! Wild, rambunctious farm dogs who felt like the world was their oyster! I had a lot of relations with those dogs.
There was this one special one who was so calm, so nice, so kind and I fell in love with him. He did not belong to me, but what a lovely beast he was. He was my first love and I get teary-eyed every time I think of the time I spent with him.. every morning when the sun was rising, I'd drink coffee sitting on the ground at the most beautiful meadow, and he would walk right beside me, plop down and share that moment with me.
We ended up becoming deeper friends, because I understood what it is like to be a dog, and he appreciated my time as someone who kept him safe and things in order.. and also played with him like no one else understood. He was a calm dog, so he did not want to play tug like the others, he wanted something fun and engaging and when he got tired of playing, he'd plop down and appreciate the beautiful landscape we had around.
He was someone who really understood beauty. He knew how to chill down and just take it all in.
He was so attractive as a person and I felt shy and weird and inexperienced when I first propositioned to him. But I knew him well, he knew me well and we spoke, we told what we felt like in the moment and I was so happy to see we felt the same. He was all for the sexual relations I propositioned him for and we went for it!
He had never done it with anyone else, not bitches, not humans and it was the same for me, so it was really special.
And as time went forward, he started to nudge me with.. hey.. wanna do it? When before, it was this messy, weird and fun conclusion we came to together. Forward, it was either him asking for it, or me asking for it.
He knew the proper time, he knew it was private to only us. he was really good at reading people and his surroundings and he knew what we did was between us, and no one else would be part of it.
Sometimes I find an anti-zoophilia sentiment which goes along the lines of "If you teach a dog to mount you, then he's going to mount everyone and it's super inappropriate and will make his life so hard!" and I chuckle when I remember my first love, this farm dog who lived 100% of his life without supervision who still was so understanding and smart he knew sex with a human was special and only limited to the persons involved.
He was a gentleman though, and I've seen dogs who have never had sex with a human who would hump every damn thing in front of them!! It depends on the person, really, and most dogs will understand situation and will not hump every person they meet.
I mean, why would they? It's not like every human will feed, wash, or even play with them?? And they DO understand that!
Non-human animals are intelligent, understand nuance, love, affection and interpersonal relationships.
I'm getting kinda tired, I ranted, I rambled, I lost my point a long time ago, but I want to leave you with this sentiment or anecdote:
I have not had sexual relations with non-humans in YEARS, but I am still a 100% zoophile, still 100% attracted to animals but the most important thing is.. I love animals.
I don't NEED sexual relationship with an animal to love and appreciate them. I have had several in my life, and all were loving and good, but it's not what I demand and need of an animal.
What brought me to zoosexuality was mutual understanding, need to relate and know how someone else is feeling and being open to the experience their lives..
I just have this innate need to connect to someone, as a person and to love them.
It's where this all is coming from, and I can be completely full and happy for the rest of my life with not having sex with any non-human ever again, but.. I needed to experience it even once in my life to truly KNOW if it was it.. and it WAS IT! It really was, I loved it, they loved it, were they a dog, mare, doe or a buck, and I was so happy they could feel so safe and comfortable as to do it with me, share this intimacy with me.. it fulfilled me.
I will have animals in my life in the future and the basis of getting any of them will be love. If I have the time and space to give them the best life, I will get them into my life! Even if I'd get an animal to have sex with them.. it might not turn out that way. Some will just not be into me, and that is fine, and I am completely content with having an animal like that in my life until the end of their life.
I love animals, I love all animals, I can feel kinship to them and that is what is the most important. Sex is a nice bonus on top of having someone amazing in your life, but the baseline is love and respect.
This was my ramble, pouring my heart out to the zoo community today. Thank you for reading..!
