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If you could go back to change one decision in your life would you stop yourself from being zoo?

BroknSphere said:
How different do you think life could be if you were who you were now?
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Truth, I would be the same person. I prefer being pet friendly. I wouldn't have the close knotty friends. Some I've known 15 years, others as new as 3years. The things besides the pet actives we enjoyed together( hunting, fishing, cookouts and meeting) were just as fun, just not as erotic. I believe you try to make a life that you enjoy. Accept that things you can't change, strive to make the best of what you can.??
 
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No. I do not regret anything. I am who I am. I dont hurt anyone. I dont bother anyone. I've never forced a partner to fuck me. What I do remains a secret behind closed doors. But Zoophilia isn't just about sex. It is about non verbal pure unconditional love, and companionship that is nothing but trust and loyalty. The views of western Christian dominated society make it about sex and force guilt or shame in people who do not conform to an oppressive view of morality. Even still I choose acceptance that who and what I'm attracted to and my sexual orientation is a fringe minority, with the understanding by choosing to love a non human soul and share my body with them in the most sacred an intimate ways that I am outside normal society and viewed as a criminal. I have come to terms with this. I'm fine with that. Not like I'm going to be getting fucked by my dog in public or anything.
 
there were many things I wish I could change
even choosen to be more sensible and worked on myself more instead of doing nothing with my life
 
Honestly yes. If I could go back and had the choice to decide whether I wanted these feelings or not I would. But then again I just arrived on this forum like yesterday and am still figuring out my feelings, so I might change my decision or I might not! Just trying to be open but the bias is so deeply programmed into me unfortunately.
 
I'm an impostor, I would totally change that part of me because I feel like it doesn't make me socially acceptable to most people and I don't like hiding things, plus I still think there's something wrong about me probably due to a lack of self confidence
This is also taboo which is pretty scary
 
I don't think I would. I'm quite happy the way I am. I love me for me, it's who I am and there is nothing wrong with that.
Sure there are some things I'd change maybe. Like maybe id invested some money when I was younger, bought that old run down house that's now worth a million dollars just for the land its on ect but other than that......no.
 
I wouldnt change being a zoo. But what i would do is go back and be confident in sticking to my boundaries, rather then putting them aside saying "fuck it" because i know it will make someone else happy.
My first zoo experiance I did it more to understand & support someone else's interests, instead of doing it because i was ready. I was always curious about zoo but resented myself alot for trying it, looking back I definately wasn't ready.
 
BroknSphere said:
How different do you think life could be if you were who you were now?
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i think if i had known then what i know now i would have taken advantage of the many opportunities over the years that i missed for fear. in other words, i would not be looking for my first time, i'd be enjoying my 100th time.
 
joshl72 said:
i think if i had known then what i know now i would have taken advantage of the many opportunities over the years that i missed for fear. in other words, i would not be looking for my first time, i'd be enjoying my 100th time.
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What would you say some of your fears were? I'm working through some right now myself.
 
BroknSphere said:
If you could go back to change one decision in your life would you stop yourself from being zoo?
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No way! I'm sure others have said this, but it wasn't really a "decision" it was more of a discovery or realization - just like you don't choose to be gay, you either are or you aren't. I love that I find some non-human individuals sexually attractive/appealing/fascinating. It's one of my favorite things about me. ?
 
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There are a lot of other things I'd rather change. Then again, a huge part of some of the problems I ran into in my 20s was related to my unending love for my dog. I didn't want to leave her ever and isolated myself from everything. However, I think a big part of that was being anti-social and depressed.
 
Over the years, I discovered it's easier for me to read between the lines with animals than with people. So, if going back in time means that I have to give up that communication skill with animals, then no thank you. Being a zoo isn't always easy. At times, it's just downright lonely. But, I also discovered that being zoo has allowed me to come "home": being with my mare makes me feel one with the universe every time. And surely, I wouldn't want to miss that for the world.
 
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