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I wanted to quit this fetish, but I can't!

JessiaJ said:
Awww, it must been hard for you too. And I'm sure it wasn't easy to accept everything that's happening around you too I guess?

Everytime I try to accept this, I feel like religious factors blocks it. What should I do hmm
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I get the religious factors, I struggle constantly with it too.
 
JessiaJ said:
This is like so solid and something I was thinking about earlier today. I knew someone long time ago, she was a nun. But secretly she was into bestiality. She was the reason why I got hooked to this.
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For me its really a turn on with the confession part and trust and sure I can understand we are just humens with a weaknes not really bad people but the sex and the lust is a gift to joy ;)
 
JessiaJ said:
That's a very long time! It sure wasn't easy but I'm so happy for you that you got through and I look forward to be on that path soon.

Thank you so much for sharing this to me.
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For sure! It was not and things are so much simpler and easy now. Thank you kindly. May it be a quick, smooth path forward with many happy things to come. :gsd_wink:

You are most welcome! :gsd_happysmile:

I hope you have a most beautiful day! :gsd_love:?????
 
JessiaJ said:
This is like so solid and something I was thinking about earlier today. I knew someone long time ago, she was a nun. But secretly she was into bestiality. She was the reason why I got hooked to this.
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Wow! I would love to hear about that!!! Please share!!
 
JessiaJ said:
I thought I could wrap things up, forget about it all and just not look back. But I can't.

I felt it was wrong, embarrassed of this fetish and at the same time I wanted it so bad. I decided to live a life where Zoo life isn't part of me. But nothing turns me on more than this.

I feel this fetish has been part of me and it'll not go away anymore.

What should I do? ?
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You are not alone. I experienced the same emotion, conflict, uncertainty, shame guilt. . .but there is the other side, too, that you cannot ignore either. You have just as much right (more, in fact) to enjoy and explore and embrace this part of you. It may take some to time to come to terms with everything and you may even come to the realization that this is not for you. And that’s ok. You came here for a reason and hopefully you can see that you are not alone and that there is a whole world of people who support you and are here for you. I can‘t tell you how to navigate through this; you’ll find your way. But when something like this has such an affect on you, I hope you find a place where you can nurture it in the best way you can. Best of luck!
 
It took me years to come to terms with my zoo thoughts. For a long time I felt ashamed after watching and coming to zoo porn.
I'm not sure what made me come to terms. It may simply be that I had visiting BeastForum (old zoo forum) fairly frequently, and one day felt this is part of me. I can't shake it, it's how it is.

I hope you to will come to terms with who you are soon, and much faster than I did. But take your time. In the mean time we are here for you!
DM me of you want.
 
Adding my voice, of many. I think EVERYONE has faced this. While it's a HUGE turn on, the thought of being outed as a freak, weirdo or pervert is VERY high... I tried several times to "control my thoughts and urges" and yet - here I am.

Don't judge yourself and consider yourself lucky to be able to associate with like-minded people in safe places like this!
 
We went through this a lot at the beginning, just pace yourself. Don't let it bother your life or your job or you being a parent if you have kids. Let it just be a part of your life, not your whole life. You don't have to do it any time it's available which can be a lot for one woman, just get after it like you would with a boyfriend and you'll be alright.
 
In my experience, hiding from your true self and feeling can make you feel horrible. I myself just accepted that I was attracted to both humans and dogs. Since discovering this I’ve felt a lot better knowing that there are other people like me.
 
You are your worst enemy. Do not try to pretend something you are not.. Also been there and didn't accept myself
 
JessiaJ said:
I thought I could wrap things up, forget about it all and just not look back. But I can't.

I felt it was wrong, embarrassed of this fetish and at the same time I wanted it so bad. I decided to live a life where Zoo life isn't part of me. But nothing turns me on more than this.

I feel this fetish has been part of me and it'll not go away anymore.

What should I do? ?
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I'm actually sort of struggling atm with a similar thing with zoo. I feel so much desire for it, but then I don't feel right after "finishing"... I then say I am not a true zoo, but the next day or next week I'm at it again. I'm speaking from actual experience as well as just watching vids. I'm in this boat with you I'd say. It's been YEARS too btw.
 
Catdog11 said:
I'm actually sort of struggling atm with a similar thing with zoo. I feel so much desire for it, but then I don't feel right after "finishing"... I then say I am not a true zoo, but the next day or next week I'm at it again. I'm speaking from actual experience as well as just watching vids. I'm in this boat with you I'd say. It's been YEARS too btw.
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Sorry to hear you're struggeling. Hope you will come to terms with it soon.
 
JessiaJ said:
I thought I could wrap things up, forget about it all and just not look back. But I can't.

I felt it was wrong, embarrassed of this fetish and at the same time I wanted it so bad. I decided to live a life where Zoo life isn't part of me. But nothing turns me on more than this.

I feel this fetish has been part of me and it'll not go away anymore.

What should I do? ?
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We are alike in this matter!
 
JessiaJ said:
I thought I could wrap things up, forget about it all and just not look back. But I can't.

I felt it was wrong, embarrassed of this fetish and at the same time I wanted it so bad. I decided to live a life where Zoo life isn't part of me. But nothing turns me on more than this.

I feel this fetish has been part of me and it'll not go away anymore.

What should I do? ?
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Get knotted on a daily basis to keep your mind in a trance away from the negativity about this amazing part of you.
 
I feel your pain all too well…it’s a struggle, especially considering I have a partner who doesn’t know and would be devastated if they found out
 
Same. I tell myself I’m not going to look at this anymore, but I always end up coming back. The idea of being knotted just won’t leave my mind
 
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