I think I am a Zoophile, However I am unsure...

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Strawbewwerymuffin

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Hello, Zooville, nice to meet you all!

I believe I am a zoophile, however I am unsure if I am...

Background on me:
I have been looking at zoo porn mostly all my life, starting as young as when I was still in my single digit years. However, away from porn I always recall having dreams about animals in a sexual manner...

Now that I am significantly older, I find myself watching zoophic porn more than I did then and having more of a reaction to it. I seemingly get more aroused and wet when viewing the content, and also seem to get aroused occasionally around dogs. Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia. I often have dreams about it as well...

The downside to this all is that when I do masturbate... I feel guilty and gross in the end. I want to stop this negative emotion. If I am a zoophile I want to embrace that new life style.
 
I honestly fought with similar feelings for quite some time. What helped for me was just interacting with other zoos. It helped me get over the 'taboo' about it, as I no longer felt as a total outcast
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
Hello, Zooville, nice to meet you all!

I believe I am a zoophile, however I am unsure if I am...

Background on me:
I have been looking at zoo porn mostly all my life, starting as young as when I was still in my single digit years. However, away from porn I always recall having dreams about animals in a sexual manner...

Now that I am significantly older, I find myself watching zoophic porn more than I did then and having more of a reaction to it. I seemingly get more aroused and wet when viewing the content, and also seem to get aroused occasionally around dogs. Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia. I often have dreams about it as well...

The downside to this all is that when I do masturbate... I feel guilty and gross in the end. I want to stop this negative emotion. If I am a zoophile I want to embrace that new life style.
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I agree with serill I’ve delt with a lot of shame and guilt because of it currently joined up here so I feel less alone and can express myself more with people who won’t judge!
 
The fact you dont experience the ever-growing need for more extreme types of content says a lot. That to me is an indication of a sexual orientation much more than a porn addiction. The guilt and shame comes from false, negative concepts about nonhuman animals that society brainwashes most humans with throughout our lives growing up. I call them "nonhuman animals" because in reality, we all are animals, we are part of the animal kingdom, not above it. Learning about how speciesism has broken much of humanity's mental and spiritual connection with, and the true deeper understanding of, our fellow species on this planet is I think an important first step to healing the wounds those lies have been causing you. What you're feeling is the emotional result of an inner conflict that happens when our natural attraction to a nonhuman being meets the very thick wall of our psychological conditioning from our years growing up in a world where speciesism is the norm. This includes infantilising other species (viewing them as equivalent to human children). That alone will mess up someone mentally and add to the shame and guilt, strengthening that wall, unless they have pedo tendencies in which case they'd probably just embrace it as-is.

First step in breaking that wall down is understanding what built it up in the first place. Learn about speciesism, and also ask yourself if there are any attributes of that and any other limiting beliefs about them you hold onto without consciously realizing it. Do some serious soul searching. Meditation, journaling, anything that you can use that helps you to really go deep and do some emotional work on yourself, use it. Changing your views of your fellow species on a deeper level will automatically break down that wall and let you experience what's on the other side in every dimension, emotionally, spiritually and sexually.
 
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On the title alone I'd recommend Kinsey Zoo Scale Test as I found it pretty accurate.

Regarding the rest as I am Kalikula Shakta I kind of enjoy the taboo of it all, however coming from Catholics I get the guilt. I think my path from one to the other broke down a lot of my barriers (especial after really reading the bible).
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
Hello, Zooville, nice to meet you all!

I believe I am a zoophile, however I am unsure if I am...

Background on me:
I have been looking at zoo porn mostly all my life, starting as young as when I was still in my single digit years. However, away from porn I always recall having dreams about animals in a sexual manner...

Now that I am significantly older, I find myself watching zoophic porn more than I did then and having more of a reaction to it. I seemingly get more aroused and wet when viewing the content, and also seem to get aroused occasionally around dogs. Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia. I often have dreams about it as well...

The downside to this all is that when I do masturbate... I feel guilty and gross in the end. I want to stop this negative emotion. If I am a zoophile I want to embrace that new life style.
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Hi there,

First things first, you're in a safe space here, and we're all so glad you're able to be yourself here 🤗 Don't feel you need to rush these things, but also don't be afraid to reach out and find support groups and friends; this site is amazing at that.
Feelings of guilt and uncertainty can be very common in some people, but based on the care you've put into your words here I can tell you're a good person. It'll take time to come around and work through it, but I'm confident that with the people here you will succeed.

Though I have exactly 0 medical qualifications, I don't think you're a porn addict or a "freak" (as some people have said in the past about themselves) I think you're someone kind and wonderful who just needs time and support to work through it. And we're all here to help that.
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm open to DMs, as are quite a few other people. Even just a "hey, how are you" can be really really useful in helping feel not alone.
Don't stress, things will work themselves out, I'm sure of it ❤️
 
Personally I dont think this is to crazy of a reaction and I actually know exactly how you feel because I also felt kinda icky and gross about it for a long time especially when I was younger. I think society as a whole conditions us as to what is right and wrong and thoughts like this for most people fall deeply into the wrong category. As ive gotten older, gotten my own dog, and been on here I have for sure felt better about it and thats not to say I have fully jumped in because I havent yet. I have just been taking it slow and making it more of a natural progression. Dont let anyone here tell you otherwise you have to take this at your own pace and see if its right for you.
 
I think it’s totally normal to feel off after finishing masturbating to it. What’s seeming to help me, and may help you, it being open to meeting likeminded folks. I feel less alone about it and hope the same for you!
 
chilakeviewguy said:
I think it’s totally normal to feel off after finishing masturbating to it. What’s seeming to help me, and may help you, it being open to meeting likeminded folks. I feel less alone about it and hope the same for you!
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I personally don't believe that's a logical stance to have, for a person doing a natural thing to feel off when doing it. Who feels guilt and shame after masturbating for the first time? No one, unless theyve had prior negative anti-masturbation psychological conditioning. Negative emotions are a clear indicator of some sort of inner conflict that needs to be dealt with head-on if it persists and worsens, and I see zoos constantly who live like that for years on end, and it doesn't have to be that way.
 
@Strawbewwerymuffin

Be very careful "Embracing a new lifestyle".

There are many within the umbrella of the term who are simply voyeurs. They will tell you what they think you want to hear on the chance that ultimately they'll get to see it. Take your time, read a lot in the fact-based threads, then read it all again.

Once you take the step, you cannot untake it. This isn't for everyone in the long term. Make sure you can accept it in yourself as best you can....its a lonesome road for most of us.
 
That's something I struggled with for a long time as well. From my late teens, early into my 20's and just recently accepted myself a few years ago. Feeling gross for the first bit is normal but just remember that if you enjoy watching this kind of stuff, you shouldn't feel any shame about it.

It can take time but you will overcome it. You are welcome to PM me if you like to discuss it. I just thought I would mention so the offer is there.
 
Stop buying into the monotheistic garbage that's been shoveled upon society for the past 4000 years and you'll be fine. If you are looking for validation in anything you are destined for failure. Do what YOU like, not what other people EXPECT you to like. You shouldn't need anyone to pat you on the back or make you feel bad for doing something you enjoy. That being said you shouldn't just use a dog as a sex toy in my humble opinion.
 
antidaz said:
Stop buying into the monotheistic garbage that's been shoveled upon society for the past 4000 years and you'll be fine. If you are looking for validation in anything you are destined for failure. Do what YOU like, not what other people EXPECT you to like. You shouldn't need anyone to pat you on the back or make you feel bad for doing something you enjoy. That being said you shouldn't just use a dog as a sex toy in my humble opinion.
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I didn't intent to come off as that type of person. I do not see animals as sexual objects, rather as loving lifelong companions. I have grown up with animals all my life and I care about them deeply. I just need advice from others since I seem to be having a reoccurring issue with myself.
 
Rodex565 said:
That's something I struggled with for a long time as well. From my late teens, early into my 20's and just recently accepted myself a few years ago. Feeling gross for the first bit is normal but just remember that if you enjoy watching this kind of stuff, you shouldn't feel any shame about it.

It can take time but you will overcome it. You are welcome to PM me if you like to discuss it. I just thought I would mention so the offer is there.
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I do feel over time I am growing more accustomed to it, however I do have my hiccups of guilt and that need to rid of it all immediately despite how I feel later down the line.
 
saddlebum66 said:
@Strawbewwerymuffin

Be very careful "Embracing a new lifestyle".

There are many within the umbrella of the term who are simply voyeurs. They will tell you what they think you want to hear on the chance that ultimately they'll get to see it. Take your time, read a lot in the fact-based threads, then read it all again.

Once you take the step, you cannot untake it. This isn't for everyone in the long term. Make sure you can accept it in yourself as best you can....its a lonesome road for most of us.
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I have dealt with all various kinds of Zoophilic people some bad some good. So I do understand your cautionary stance. I often read up on zoophilia and bestiality from various sources online.
 
Wolfspirit said:
The fact you dont experience the ever-growing need for more extreme types of content says a lot. That to me is an indication of a sexual orientation much more than a porn addiction. The guilt and shame comes from false, negative concepts about nonhuman animals that society brainwashes most humans with throughout our lives growing up. I call them "nonhuman animals" because in reality, we all are animals, we are part of the animal kingdom, not above it. Learning about how speciesism has broken much of humanity's mental and spiritual connection with, and the true deeper understanding of, our fellow species on this planet is I think an important first step to healing the wounds those lies have been causing you. What you're feeling is the emotional result of an inner conflict that happens when our natural attraction to a nonhuman being meets the very thick wall of our psychological conditioning from our years growing up in a world where speciesism is the norm. This includes infantilising other species (viewing them as equivalent to human children). That alone will mess up someone mentally and add to the shame and guilt, strengthening that wall, unless they have pedo tendencies in which case they'd probably just embrace it as-is.

First step in breaking that wall down is understanding what built it up in the first place. Learn about speciesism, and also ask yourself if there are any attributes of that and any other limiting beliefs about them you hold onto without consciously realizing it. Do some serious soul searching. Meditation, journaling, anything that you can use that helps you to really go deep and do some emotional work on yourself, use it. Changing your views of your fellow species on a deeper level will automatically break down that wall and let you experience what's on the other side in every dimension, emotionally, spiritually and sexually.
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I will try my best to do some self processing on this and identify all that gives me a negative view on such a natural thing. I used to do art to vent out my inner emotions, so perhaps I should take that up again and see where it may leade me.
 
K9Companion said:
Hi there,

First things first, you're in a safe space here, and we're all so glad you're able to be yourself here 🤗 Don't feel you need to rush these things, but also don't be afraid to reach out and find support groups and friends; this site is amazing at that.
Feelings of guilt and uncertainty can be very common in some people, but based on the care you've put into your words here I can tell you're a good person. It'll take time to come around and work through it, but I'm confident that with the people here you will succeed.

Though I have exactly 0 medical qualifications, I don't think you're a porn addict or a "freak" (as some people have said in the past about themselves) I think you're someone kind and wonderful who just needs time and support to work through it. And we're all here to help that.
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm open to DMs, as are quite a few other people. Even just a "hey, how are you" can be really really useful in helping feel not alone.
Don't stress, things will work themselves out, I'm sure of it ❤️
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Thank you so much for the comfort and support! I am hoping to stay in touch with this site and hopefully with other zoophiles. ^^ perhaps some day I'll be able to embrace a new life!
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
Hello, Zooville, nice to meet you all!

I believe I am a zoophile, however I am unsure if I am...

Background on me:
I have been looking at zoo porn mostly all my life, starting as young as when I was still in my single digit years. However, away from porn I always recall having dreams about animals in a sexual manner...

Now that I am significantly older, I find myself watching zoophic porn more than I did then and having more of a reaction to it. I seemingly get more aroused and wet when viewing the content, and also seem to get aroused occasionally around dogs. Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia. I often have dreams about it as well...

The downside to this all is that when I do masturbate... I feel guilty and gross in the end. I want to stop this negative emotion. If I am a zoophile I want to embrace that new life style.
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hi and it is good to ask questions, never feel stressed about asking here.

As for your situation, I can honestly say I feel I am/was like you.

I have loved porn and sex from an early age, it was something magical at seeing the union of 2 bodies (even though it was just for the act and not love) and yes it eventually became boring and I found myself seeking thrills again.

And after an early age encounter with a friends doggo and subsequently his sister (she was actively zoo) that i fell into zoophillia.

But I feel the same for you, I personally as a male, do not have a companion as I worry about things there sexually. And yes I masturbate very regularly to ease my mental needs. But I confess as soon as I finish I feel sick. I tell myself I need to delete any saved material, delete bookmarks, etc. I do this but you know how the cycle goes.

So what you are saying is perfectly acceptable. Your needs, feelings and mental anxiety are well founded and ok to have.

But remember, you are just watching a type of porn that your heart and mind enjoy.

Ask yourself, are you ACTUALLY hurting anyone?

Are you feeling satisfied afterwards?

I ask myself this always and I always can ok it because I am not hurting any animals and or other people.

DM me if you like.
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
I will try my best to do some self processing on this and identify all that gives me a negative view on such a natural thing. I used to do art to vent out my inner emotions, so perhaps I should take that up again and see where it may leade me.
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Venting is one thing, discovering the sources of those negative emotions you're needing to vent in order to uproot them is a totally different (and far more effective) thing altogether. If art helps you emotionally process and figure out those sources of negativity, then yes that's ideal. If not, find something that does. Feel free to dm me if you want some specific suggestions that may help in doing that.
 
Just spend some time reading other posts and exploring the site. You will find that true zoos love and respect their animal partners more than the average person/owner in most cases. To a true zoo they are not just a pet, they are a partner. There are of course people out there who do only see the pet as a sex toy or what have you. However those people usually show who they are fairly early are treated accordingly. While you are reading you will also find its also very clear that the animals in the situation want whats happening and even ask for it in most cases. So really the only reason to "feel bad" or to "feel disgusted" is because society tells you to do so and that we are all monsters out here abusing our pets. Of course it does happen just as it does with human on human, but the mods work hard to ensure none of that happens here.

Anyway good luck on your journey here and I hope we can put any of those feelings to rest.
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
Hello, Zooville, nice to meet you all!

I believe I am a zoophile, however I am unsure if I am...

Background on me:
I have been looking at zoo porn mostly all my life, starting as young as when I was still in my single digit years. However, away from porn I always recall having dreams about animals in a sexual manner...

Now that I am significantly older, I find myself watching zoophic porn more than I did then and having more of a reaction to it. I seemingly get more aroused and wet when viewing the content, and also seem to get aroused occasionally around dogs. Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia. I often have dreams about it as well...

The downside to this all is that when I do masturbate... I feel guilty and gross in the end. I want to stop this negative emotion. If I am a zoophile I want to embrace that new life style.
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You embrace it by simply learning a specific species you admire then work to improve such lives. After all understanding the one you going to caretake is key to a beneficial life.
 
Strawbewwerymuffin said:
Normal porn no longer does it for me... it was said I had a porn addiction however I always find myself returning to Zoophilia
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Porn has a unique effect on people in terms of fantasies and fetishes. For example, straight men will start looking at content like trans-porn for the same reason, they don't get off on vanilla content. Afterwards, they feel guilty because they're not really into trans. They're chasing the novelty effect that porn has, seeking out newer and more taboo content. If you want to test this, simply stop looking at porn for a week or two and see if it effects how you think.
 
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