Meisanartpiece
Tourist
Some days are hard to accept that I’m a Zoo. I remember those days where I wasn’t a Zoo where I felt pure and good hearted, but after becoming a Zoo, I don’t feel pure nor good, it’s worse now because I outed myself twice after I’ve done something with animals to my family and friends.
My family and friends accepted and forgive me, but I can’t forgive myself because my morals I grew up clashes and I’m doing something that’s society is so against. I feel wrong because what society says, I feel fucked up for doing what I did. Sometimes I wish I at least didn’t have experiences and just be “normal” and the very most of it being a kink.
The worst and best part is I don’t wanna stop, because I find it so hot and probably would be better at times with an animal than a person. I guess what makes me feel that this is taboo to me is that people say animals — because they can’t talk they can’t consent — makes it bad to engage. So, morally I feel that I’m shamed for doing and thinking of such thing.
Another thing is I’ve watched so many porn that normal stuff becomes vanilla and I find myself in trouble waters, I am speaking to a sexuality therapist but I don’t know what I really need to collect myself.
I want to know what people think and how to move onward from here.
My family and friends accepted and forgive me, but I can’t forgive myself because my morals I grew up clashes and I’m doing something that’s society is so against. I feel wrong because what society says, I feel fucked up for doing what I did. Sometimes I wish I at least didn’t have experiences and just be “normal” and the very most of it being a kink.
The worst and best part is I don’t wanna stop, because I find it so hot and probably would be better at times with an animal than a person. I guess what makes me feel that this is taboo to me is that people say animals — because they can’t talk they can’t consent — makes it bad to engage. So, morally I feel that I’m shamed for doing and thinking of such thing.
Another thing is I’ve watched so many porn that normal stuff becomes vanilla and I find myself in trouble waters, I am speaking to a sexuality therapist but I don’t know what I really need to collect myself.
I want to know what people think and how to move onward from here.