How to cope being a Zoo?

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Meisanartpiece

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Some days are hard to accept that I’m a Zoo. I remember those days where I wasn’t a Zoo where I felt pure and good hearted, but after becoming a Zoo, I don’t feel pure nor good, it’s worse now because I outed myself twice after I’ve done something with animals to my family and friends.

My family and friends accepted and forgive me, but I can’t forgive myself because my morals I grew up clashes and I’m doing something that’s society is so against. I feel wrong because what society says, I feel fucked up for doing what I did. Sometimes I wish I at least didn’t have experiences and just be “normal” and the very most of it being a kink.

The worst and best part is I don’t wanna stop, because I find it so hot and probably would be better at times with an animal than a person. I guess what makes me feel that this is taboo to me is that people say animals — because they can’t talk they can’t consent — makes it bad to engage. So, morally I feel that I’m shamed for doing and thinking of such thing.

Another thing is I’ve watched so many porn that normal stuff becomes vanilla and I find myself in trouble waters, I am speaking to a sexuality therapist but I don’t know what I really need to collect myself.

I want to know what people think and how to move onward from here.
 
animals can consent. maybe look through the resources here for a bit https://www.zoovilleforum.net/resources/

there's a bit of a collection at this point.

about society hating us, remember you didn't ask to be this way. you didn't ask to be hated and misunderstood. you didn't ask for your love to be seen as taboo. animals didn't ask to be seen as children. animals didn't ask to be seen as less than.
 
I went through this and similar my personal relationship with my partner lacks the excitement in have with dogs. I gave up running from it and am trying to think of ways to reinvigorate with my spouse.

I stopped punishing myself and participating here has been great for my mental health about thinking I'm a broken deviant.

Next is to make sure I keep mentally in the game with my spouse while keeping all this a secret. Someone here told me they are not an anything in sexuality , if it feels good and doesn't hurt anyone, its OK. I'm trying to embrace that idea splitting between human and animal feel goods!
 
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