I have never had a human relationship and never will. When I was 12-13 years old, when the hormones started, I was no longer attracted to girls or boys. Female dogs, on the other hand, are very interested. I felt warmth in my belly, a numbing and throbbing sensation in my head, an attraction and love for the dogs. In high school I lied I was gay and so everything was easily resolved. And then I was big enough, independent and brave to say that fucking nothing to do with what my private life is all about. Even today, most people think I’m gay. In real life, I’m a jerk, a karakan, a strong person, that’s why they don’t ask questions. A true herd leader, alpha male character. This also helps a lot to keep my zoo life hidden. This makes it easy to disguise zoo life.
I bought my first dog when I was 17 years old. (Until then, I had sex with the family dog.) At the age of 20 my second dog, at the age of 24 my third dog, at the age of 27 my fourth dog, at the age of 29 my two old dogs died, but I immediately brought new ones instead, so I still have four dogs and am 30 years old. I live with them alone.
I only have sex with female dogs, just with my own dogs. I am loyal to my herd. For me, my dogs mean not only sex, but love, soul and life. A common state that transcends the dimensions, space and time we know.
This life is very difficult, but very rare and special and beautiful.
If I am reborn, I hope to be the same person who is so purely zoo-exclusive and loves female dogs.