So over all sounds like we're not in the same boat cause I'm not going to assume that you're problems are similar but on the same body of water heading in the same general direction.
Thanks. Honestly I hide it from everyone because a majority of comes from my zooness. Its kind of hard to talk to people when I really can't tell them my issues.
Yah but if you become close enough friends with someone here who is trustworthy loyal and genuinely cares it helps a lot. I so far have one friend like that on here.
It helps being able to be open on here. I have just always struggled with it. I don't know if I feel guilty about it and hate myself for it.
I also just feel so lonely.