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Does anyone want to be a prostitute or a porn star

I often think about starting sn only fans but I don’t have the time for it and I’m awful at taking tasteful photos or videos lol
 
When I was younger, trying to find direction in life, I did consider auditioning for adult entertainment since I am pretty well equipped for it, but I decided to keep that display for any special someones in my life. It's not special to them anymore if the whole world can see it. It's not exactly dignified or well paying work either.
 
I've always wanted to be an OF manager. I feel like there is some really exceptional talent out there but they are lacking the equipment and time to reach the prominence of the higher tier models. You see it all the time, gorgeous amateur models who take a couple spicey mirror photos with their phone cameras and they don't get the engagement they're hoping for. Lot of times is they don't have the proper way to advertise themselves or the time to dedicate to it. I don't know, I have such a deep passion for the erotic media. I've helped a couple girls but it really is one of those dreams that is almost impossible to achieve without capital and reach. Guess it will just stay a deep fantasy for me.
 
I think like in the like real world this is like one of things that is like 'Fantasy is better than reality', I will admit I have sooooooooooooooooooo thought about like soooooooooooooo much, but the reality is, the people who actually will admit that it changes you not for the better. I have like watched lots of like interviews with actually former stars in the industry and they all admit how terrible it is on their bodies and minds and kind of also runs hand in hand with addiction, lots of them end up in cycle of heroin, crack and cocaine addiction, as well as severe abuse, which all like add to a negative cycle.
So yes, I do fantasize of it like lots, but, I think, maybe like doing it lots for yourself and then doing it like as like it is your life, like it becomes you are like 2 different things. Not sure if what I have said even makes any sense? : /
I think what I am trying to say is, I would in like certain ways make like videos, like this type of thing videos, if my identity was covered up, more as like a kink maybe, and I would like maybe for like roleplays be a prostitute, but, I dont think I would make it like a permanent lifestyle choice, like do it day in day out.
 
Ever see the movie “Boogie Nights?” The real look at the porn industry.
Oh, I have, and yes, I think I like maybe wrote too much trying to explain myself, but that movie like really does show that it is not as glamorous and as exciting as it might appear. My friends bf got us to watch another movie called 'Wonderland' that is like the more realistic version of Boogie Nights he said, it is like about the same guy, like the porn star guy who was like super like big type thing, and omg, that was soooooooooooooo not nice!
 
I like the thought of being in a few porn films and videos, providing I can be masked (like being in pup play films, pup zoo vids, etc), but with a bare face, not too sure 🙂
 
I would love to be a dog porn star. I've been fucked by so many different breeds and would love to share my adventures. As a male this dream doesn't seem attainable since all the major bestiality producers only cater to f/m dog porn. My ultimate fantasy is being filmed while a group of people watch me get knotted by a dog, ass to ass while I'm sucking dog cock. Then going for multiple rounds with different breeds. Filling up all my holes with precious yummy dog cum.
 
Honestly, I do, but not the normal kind. I am honestly sickened by mainstream porn.

Personally, if I were a pornstar, I'd want to show real BDSM and fetish lifestyle, alongside educate on ways to practice it.
 
The adult industry definitely has a good and a bad side. Way more drug abuse, manipulative people and narcissist scumbags of both sexes, whining little suckups trying to leech off the women (less in porn films maybe, they won't let those guys on set lol). It can be boring as all fuck sometimes, too, though none of my male friends believe me.

But it can also be empowering, if you are working with the more creative, sane, manipulative types. And can even be very entertaining, if conditions are just right.
 
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Do you have this fantasy?
think I have a half fantasy and half dream of being the partner of a sex worker. Like more than just having sex with them but being able to support them. Which I know sounds like just being a decent partner which is the bare minimum. But I think it’s more of the idea of treating sex as something nonchalant and simple like how we treat work and when it’s with someone you care about it’s different. Probably really dumb
 
Slighty off topic: as a teenager I had the fantasy of having a prostitute as my girlfriend. Thought aroused me. It didn't develop into real life although in my homecountry prostitution is legal. Now I am of age, would love to get to know (former) prostitutes or porn actresses my age.
 
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