I think like in the like real world this is like one of things that is like 'Fantasy is better than reality', I will admit I have sooooooooooooooooooo thought about like soooooooooooooo much, but the reality is, the people who actually will admit that it changes you not for the better. I have like watched lots of like interviews with actually former stars in the industry and they all admit how terrible it is on their bodies and minds and kind of also runs hand in hand with addiction, lots of them end up in cycle of heroin, crack and cocaine addiction, as well as severe abuse, which all like add to a negative cycle.
So yes, I do fantasize of it like lots, but, I think, maybe like doing it lots for yourself and then doing it like as like it is your life, like it becomes you are like 2 different things. Not sure if what I have said even makes any sense? : /
I think what I am trying to say is, I would in like certain ways make like videos, like this type of thing videos, if my identity was covered up, more as like a kink maybe, and I would like maybe for like roleplays be a prostitute, but, I dont think I would make it like a permanent lifestyle choice, like do it day in day out.