Consider: Everyone lies about sex. Its a given....Then remember this....If you know, as you seem to, that doggie sex is not leaving your life, then hiding it is not in your own best interest. But if you can't share that deep dark secret with your SO, youre going to have to make a choice. If you do marry, and somewhere down the road, you get caught, you'll regret it, and you could lose everything in your life at that point....divorce courts don't like to have to deal with this sort of thing, and outraged spouses fight hard for custody of kids if they think the other is a perv. If you can't give up the man, you'll eventually give up the critter OR the other way round.There is no easy way around what youre setting yourself up for. Its your call, of course, and your life to live....but why live it
walking on a wire?