Did you ever want your zoophilia to be "fixed" at some point?

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leetgamer2221

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Basically how did you deal with coming to terms that you were a zoophile? What was your thoughts and feelings on it, did you talk to anyone, did you get therapy or something? Or was it just full acceptance and you went on to do bestiality like it was just a normal thing?
 
?! It's not an illness, nothing to fix there. It's a fully natural interest and love preference.

Neither abusing any living being as it is not linked to underage animals or sadism / torturing, nor does it enforce anything which my animals don't request and show interest in themself, they always have the choice in their paws at any time.

As such: there's absolutely nothing which could get "fixed" in any way.

Instead of even thinking about such absurd ideas like fixing someone with other loving and caring emotions, I would suggest people which want to label it as an illness to fix their own ill and abusive desires which are spread widely in their own rows. They would've a full-time job for thousands of years, then.

(To be honest: every time I went to a pub, bar, restaurant at an enjoyable summer evening with my dog(s), I at least once had the feeling that a 5 pound mallet directly aimed at the head of one misbehaving and sexually deviant person / other guest would probably fix more for good in the whole humanity than to eradicate 10 true zoophiles..)
 
I stumbled on the electrifying ecstasy of the taboo of beastiality one Christmas morning around 1:00am after laying in bed next to my horribly cruel wife with an aching hard on because my wife childishly refused to fuck anymore.

Our Yellow Labrador was in heat and I noticed that her pussy was extremely swollen and my mind began racing with thoughts of relieving my aching cock by some canine beastiality pussy.

I quietly slipped out of our bed and crept down our hallway and spread our Labrador's legs and to my exhilarated amazement, my throbbing cock slipped right into her snatch.

Jezus, but the electrifyingly exquisite sensation of the feeling of my cock deeply buried in canine vagina was indescribably explosive and I was instantly addicted to regularly sliding my aching cock into our Labrador's exquisitely velvety pussy every opportunity available to me and she's surprisingly a total cock-whore and is happier than she's ever been.

After our first beastiality session, now
whenever I arrive home now, she's stationed at my back door anxiously whimpering and whining in insatiable lust for me to escort her indoors so she can instantly recline on the den carpet with her furry legs spread wide apart so I can animalistically slide my throbbing cock into her vise-like canine cooch while she's wearing a huge smile of sexual gratification in her feeling my dick furiously pistoning in and out of her heavenly pussy.

She goes excitedly bonkers when I bury my dick into the deepest depths of her snatch and squirt my hot load because she happily wags her tail against my twitching balls while her lusty twat spasmodically clutches to gulp as much of my cum as possible into her heavenly pleasurable abyss.
 
At one point yes I did wish I was "normal" however as the years go on I realized we are the lucky ones, we get to love our pets on a level those people never get to. We have a much deeper connection with them, we typically love them more than just a pet. I see it as the difference between a friend and a girlfriend/boyfriend, sure you love your friends but not on a girlfriend/boyfriend level.
 
I never wanted a fix. At first I had the thought "I'm not normal and I have to stop doing this", but it quickly passed.😅
People not interested me, my brain switched easily and quickly to the fact that yeah, fuck yeah, this will be the right way.
 
I think its hard to accept anything abt oneself that isnt considered "the norm" for everyone else. I struggle a lot to accept things about myself in general, even if it's small. I had a period where i was searching online aboit paraphillias because I was convinced I was sick and needed help. But seeing others come to their peace with it has been a huge relief to me, knowing that others can live and be happy encourages me to live and be happy :)

I'm certain there will be a day where I overcome every tiny uncertainty in my life!
 
People get brainwashed to think in black and white terms. Such dishonesty. let's look at this in terms of taboo kinks on a whole. There's a good bit of psychology behind it. Deal with it. If you don't understand what affects control and emotions then you don't understand yourself. let's start with something basic.

Pain+resistance=suffering. What does this mean? It means you can only suffer when you resist pain. Made excuses to be a coward when you don't like what you hear? Resistance. Refusing to play along with people in honest situations? Resistance. The honesty factor ties in too though. Always question and challenge. You can "do your own thing" while playing along with others. Is your dog a "doormat" or do they have "bark and bite"? Same concept goes for people.

There was a time sadism and masochism was considered "wrong". Same with being gay. Before that it was women not making sandwiches. People often think "bullying" is the problem. It really depends on "how" one does that. Context. Is. Everything. Most people don't use their brains enough. If you mock what you don't understand then you didn't use your brain. If you turn a blind eye when you don't like what you hear then you clearly didn't even try to understand. So on and so forth.

Here's the truth. Life isn't fair. Bad things happen. Rape is not the problem. As in even something as extreme as rape isn't what fucks people up in the long run. It just so happens the core issue is done with what is the most common (or most known) rape. Which would be discarding and lack of communication. That's the core issue. Any other situation, with presence and communication, can work out quickly. No matter how volatile. Once it's lack of communication though then that's the path of destruction. You lot are worried about being "caught" with a common kink. I have bigger concerns.

With how common and easy it is for people to block online the end result is mass depression and suicide is more common then ever. Because "Boo hoo, god forbid people have strong opinions and disagreements". So just hide and live in fear and make excuses for it, right? People get coddled more. So they're more fragile. More people live in fear. Make excuses to blame others when it's their own insecurties. If you thought it was bad before imagine how out of hand it is now. Any opinion "that different" and you can get shunned and pushed away and treated as "wrong to exist". I speak up against this kind of thing more.

I lost someone to suicide a decade ago. Online. People pretend online is an excuse. It's not. Know what that taught me? That any time you turn a blind eye you can have indirect blood on your hands. We. Are. All. Triggers. Each and every one of us affects others. We are ALL responsible for that. Don't pretend otherwise. Denial will only make it worse.

Back then I knew nothing. I isolated myself, even online. Found a place to hide away from the world. It all kept tumbling in my mind. Then I played with someone that threatened to stab me until I squeal. They did send that person to me in the first place, so I could understand why they were hateful. I just looked passed it. I learned to love hate. The worst was easy after that.

I got into darker kinks more. People know they're fragile. Know they're weak and pathethic. And they need reminding about it. Or they'll never learn. Who wants to be? So once people learn that, they want to learn to handle more. It has a way of getting people into the darker kinks. Even if it scares them. "Shit happens. Deal with it." You either face fears or live IN fear. Those are the options. There is no middle ground. There is no compromise.

It gave me a knack for handling volatile situations. What's a bit of harsh love, eh? People can have concerns. Animals can have concerns. Long as you're there for each other. It's when you push away or avoid (cowardness) that the real problems arise. If you care about someone you don't let them push you away. Same goes for animals too.

It's all about how one reacts and responds to the situation they're in. I've actually gotten best results without a word. You can argue with what I "say" but can you argue with what I "do"? This goes for animals too though.

Tense situations often quickly become affectionate situations (can get pretty flirty actually). Provided one remains calm under pressure. Provided people aren't doing "fake smiles and happy masks". It's one thing to toy with lives, it's another to make snap judgements and be dismissive. Observation and geuinine consideration (not that fake half assed crap) will always go further. Every twitch, every faint sound, it all means something. Stop trying to "judge" everything and "see" things for as they actually are. Be it with people or animals.

The way to teach people that is a lot like teaching an animal. Make it clear something is happening. Make it so clear that there's no room for doubt. To doubt is to worry. To worry is to fear. If there's no doubt then there's no fear. Makes love a lot easier.
 
I was in my teens and a bit naive when it came to zoo, I had started fucking our german shorthair bitch. She was super affectionate and had to be put down about a year later, and I thought It was my fault, so then I thought i needed a cure for my zoophilia.

It wasnt until about 15 years later, I was in a chatroom about zoo talking about early experiences, and I wondered about Ebby. I later asked mum about our family dog. Turns out she had severe bone cancer and was in significant pain.

So I allowed myself to love animals again. I havent rekindled that kind of love since but my wife knows about my desires, and Im hoping one day she will explore that side of herself.
 
I see that as basically asking if a gay person wants to be "fixed" at a conversion camp.

It's not the gay/zoophilia sexual orientation that needs to be fixed, it's society's view and acceptance that needs fixing. Just leave everyone alone like people do to heterosexual couples, simple as that.
 
At this stage in life im glad I no longer get erections.. walking through the park, seeing intact males with their owner mums and wondering if theyre together. Although, a boner might lead to something, i doubt it would really. Nice fantasy though.

For now i just, elbow my wife and say what about her, yeah maybe she does..
 
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leetgamer2221 said:
Basically how did you deal with coming to terms that you were a zoophile? What was your thoughts and feelings on it, did you talk to anyone, did you get therapy or something? Or was it just full acceptance and you went on to do bestiality like it was just a normal thing?
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The lump you thought was black and useless tried to get thrown away, crush, and destroyed. Dispite all your efforts to change that thing about you, it got stronger and brighter, now a diamond.

In order to deal with what it means to be zoo, understand your zoo feelings, and how to start facing them is to understand what it means to be attracted to something. This isn't infatuation, or some horny night at 2am when you're jacking it. When people make love songs, what do you think about? There's much that your body already does automatically. You know what you like, cause it's not just an object for your personal sexual gratification because you already think about how they feel. You care and show compassion to it naturally.

I dealt with denial for so long it can order alcohol, but the first steps in order for me to accept it was I had experiences I had tried therapy and talking to people, doing everything in my power to kill these feelings, and I had ran out of options, but I still couldn't figure out what made ME happy.

And then it made sense to me one day, when I came back home and rode a stud at my friend's farm. I had fallen in love, and my hatred and fear of it twisted my zoo and beastiality identity into an obsession all just to avoid it. But I knew deep down that if I was to even be able to start showing love to another future partner. I'd have to love that part of me first. I want to show love, and I don't need to feel guilty about loving horses. That's how I accepted that I was zoo.
 
joebert905 said:
I think its hard to accept anything abt oneself that isnt considered "the norm" for everyone else. I struggle a lot to accept things about myself in general, even if it's small. I had a period where i was searching online aboit paraphillias because I was convinced I was sick and needed help. But seeing others come to their peace with it has been a huge relief to me, knowing that others can live and be happy encourages me to live and be happy :)

I'm certain there will be a day where I overcome every tiny uncertainty in my life!
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You can overcome anything I promise you. Can't wait to see how you grow.
 
Mesond said:
People get brainwashed to think in black and white terms. Such dishonesty. let's look at this in terms of taboo kinks on a whole. There's a good bit of psychology behind it. Deal with it. If you don't understand what affects control and emotions then you don't understand yourself. let's start with something basic.

Pain+resistance=suffering. What does this mean? It means you can only suffer when you resist pain. Made excuses to be a coward when you don't like what you hear? Resistance. Refusing to play along with people in honest situations? Resistance. The honesty factor ties in too though. Always question and challenge. You can "do your own thing" while playing along with others. Is your dog a "doormat" or do they have "bark and bite"? Same concept goes for people.

There was a time sadism and masochism was considered "wrong". Same with being gay. Before that it was women not making sandwiches. People often think "bullying" is the problem. It really depends on "how" one does that. Context. Is. Everything. Most people don't use their brains enough. If you mock what you don't understand then you didn't use your brain. If you turn a blind eye when you don't like what you hear then you clearly didn't even try to understand. So on and so forth.

Here's the truth. Life isn't fair. Bad things happen. Rape is not the problem. As in even something as extreme as rape isn't what fucks people up in the long run. It just so happens the core issue is done with what is the most common (or most known) rape. Which would be discarding and lack of communication. That's the core issue. Any other situation, with presence and communication, can work out quickly. No matter how volatile. Once it's lack of communication though then that's the path of destruction. You lot are worried about being "caught" with a common kink. I have bigger concerns.

With how common and easy it is for people to block online the end result is mass depression and suicide is more common then ever. Because "Boo hoo, god forbid people have strong opinions and disagreements". So just hide and live in fear and make excuses for it, right? People get coddled more. So they're more fragile. More people live in fear. Make excuses to blame others when it's their own insecurties. If you thought it was bad before imagine how out of hand it is now. Any opinion "that different" and you can get shunned and pushed away and treated as "wrong to exist". I speak up against this kind of thing more.

I lost someone to suicide a decade ago. Online. People pretend online is an excuse. It's not. Know what that taught me? That any time you turn a blind eye you can have indirect blood on your hands. We. Are. All. Triggers. Each and every one of us affects others. We are ALL responsible for that. Don't pretend otherwise. Denial will only make it worse.

Back then I knew nothing. I isolated myself, even online. Found a place to hide away from the world. It all kept tumbling in my mind. Then I played with someone that threatened to stab me until I squeal. They did send that person to me in the first place, so I could understand why they were hateful. I just looked passed it. I learned to love hate. The worst was easy after that.

I got into darker kinks more. People know they're fragile. Know they're weak and pathethic. And they need reminding about it. Or they'll never learn. Who wants to be? So once people learn that, they want to learn to handle more. It has a way of getting people into the darker kinks. Even if it scares them. "Shit happens. Deal with it." You either face fears or live IN fear. Those are the options. There is no middle ground. There is no compromise.

It gave me a knack for handling volatile situations. What's a bit of harsh love, eh? People can have concerns. Animals can have concerns. Long as you're there for each other. It's when you push away or avoid (cowardness) that the real problems arise. If you care about someone you don't let them push you away. Same goes for animals too.

It's all about how one reacts and responds to the situation they're in. I've actually gotten best results without a word. You can argue with what I "say" but can you argue with what I "do"? This goes for animals too though.

Tense situations often quickly become affectionate situations (can get pretty flirty actually). Provided one remains calm under pressure. Provided people aren't doing "fake smiles and happy masks". It's one thing to toy with lives, it's another to make snap judgements and be dismissive. Observation and geuinine consideration (not that fake half assed crap) will always go further. Every twitch, every faint sound, it all means something. Stop trying to "judge" everything and "see" things for as they actually are. Be it with people or animals.

The way to teach people that is a lot like teaching an animal. Make it clear something is happening. Make it so clear that there's no room for doubt. To doubt is to worry. To worry is to fear. If there's no doubt then there's no fear. Makes love a lot easier.
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You talk about your experience so beautifully, it really resonated with me. Thank you for sharing.
 
Mesond said:
Once it's lack of communication though then that's the path of destruction. You lot are worried about being "caught" with a common kink. I have bigger concerns.

With how common and easy it is for people to block online the end result is mass depression and suicide is more common then ever. Because "Boo hoo, god forbid people have strong opinions and disagreements". So just hide and live in fear and make excuses for it, right?
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I found your entire post very enlightening. Sometimes I worry about my own logic but there is some CLEAR AS DAY historicity and psychology to say we're studying science and the more we study, the better everyone gets.

That being said: if I could take a pill and cure myself from zoo stuff I probably would. This is equally as absurd as "taking a pill that makes you less gay". Life is life.
 
when i first realized this about myself i definitely felt very ashamed at points and sometimes wanted to not feel it entirely. however, over time i realized these are natural feelings and we aren't the first people to have these urges. this is a phenomenon that has been happening for several thousands of years, if not millions, and even animals sometimes have cross-breed relations.
 
As a teenager I already knew that it would be a taboo for life. I started at 14 years old, and since then in my animal bisexuality, I had the idea that my relationship with male species should be very exclusive and scarce; During my youth it did not cause me any trauma or problems, I grew up on a farm of large animals until 1991. My surprise was during the proto-internet of 1997 in which I saw the number of men who were bisex zooxesuals, although there are not that. Many of us if we put ourselves among the percentages, about 17% of the world population and 5% really animals comprensives with the behabiour and beauty animal. Temporary curiosity abounds much more than as an exclusive tendency.

In those years of the 90's, if I had any problems with consciousness due to the different ways in which these relationships were seen between different people and generations, few of them coincided with my spiritual zoolatry. and I began to distinguish that this trend would end up being legislated and leaving ostracism on the way to something worse than the taboo that it already was.

The truth is that I don't like pornography, although I have seen it, nor do I like the kinds of contests of how many kinds of species and how many times it has been practiced, it is throwing stones at your own roof. It is feeding the anti-zoo-Talibananimalists.

I continue to see it as a minimal but normal tendency within the multiple human tendencies, what has caused me problems is the other's point of view. From my point of view it is a beautiful symbiotic connection on the one hand towards love, affection and fascination with the beauty of the animal kingdom, moments that fall within any ethological understanding of animal interaction of mutual agreement if you do not think like a human; if not in a way of learning the multiples types of languages that you have to learn within in the animal world.
 
Zoo for me means love for animals, don’t see why that’s something I wanna get fixed. Okay well maybe to fit better in society and make life easier but oh well 😆
 
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