Losing my good looksWhat are y'all's biggest fears???
Honestly - and I know you didn't ask - I sort of look at it as "wouldn't a god have better things to worry about than my sorry ass?" We're told throughout all our lives over and over and over but if you think about it, it can seem pretty self centered, like the model of a dad disciplining his kits is being used to try and keep everyone behaving in society. Wouldn't it be a shitty shitty job to be one of the reviewers who has to review an endless line of people to see if they go to Heaven, Purgatory or Hell? Maybe that's what Hell is. Dying and finding out that your job - for eternity - has become "thou shalt always judge… everyone… forever."Judgment Day is mine. imagine all your life came up for you to read then you probably gotta read it the zillions of humans to ever walked the earth.
but other than that... its needles/sharp things.
I saw the same with my parents, my mother ever since I was a kid. My dad much later. Society has no social welfare net to help people deal with this reality. It's super sad.I am a caretaker for my disabled father and he has dementia. He is confused a lot and doesn't remember who I am some days. Losing myself like that is my biggest fear. I feel so bad for him it hurts.