Why I Am A Zoo

The truth is not always our friend. While I never actually felt guilty for these feelings, I did struggle (and still do) knowing that most people around me would find my lifestyle abhorrent. I'll keep an eye out for the next installment :-)

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Good for you. It helps me to read about oithers

Beautifully written, very relatable!

Wonderful.
I also remember beastforum fondly. Hell that was back with dual up when I first took a peek. While I'm not sure what I myself would be considered, as a male not attracted to any animal but I do very much enjoy and get turned on by watching human females and male animals engage. Probably falls more into the watching female accept whatever member was delivered to them. But I have always tried to support and encourage anyone who lives the life whether female or male. I have a male friend who is into it, but he knows I will speak with him on the subject with no judgement, I just only want to watch if a girl is involved.
I ramble too much.
No matter how weird a person thinks themselves to be, I guarantee someone else shares it with you and more still are even weirder. Say no to normal my friends.

Interesting and inspiring! In many instances females are able to 'connect' more deeply to spiritual things (and sex is VERY spiritual) than most males are. It's the basic nature of the magnificent Yin life-force. Don't discount or lose focus on your inner strength!

Wow, I felt this way more than I thought I would. The internal struggle to come to grips with your sexuality hit really close to home.

Thank you for sharing. I'm so sorry that you attempted to end your life. Guilt is a choice. You don't have to feel guilty, nor should you. You're harming neither yourself or anyone else so long as the sex between you and your non-human partners is consensual.

brilliant

I happy for you

You're not alone and nothing you think is abnormal. Stay perfect the way you are.

Very touching and informative. Thank you for sharing your journey.

A very touching and intimate story. Thank you for your honesty and may you receive all you wish for on your journey.

Thank you for sharing your experience.

Lovely story to read. Being a female is so much harder to talk openly about all of this and I for one love chatting to people about the things I like. I have a male friend on here also and we are able to talk about anything and finding this site I feel like I will be able to talk to like mined people

Waiting for part 2

You're wonderful, hope we can chat soon...

The zoo community needs more female perspectives on the zoo lifestyle. It's very refreshing to read real life events that apply to a lot of zoosexual's from a woman's point of view. Keep writing and I'll keep reading! Thanks

I love hearing your have come to grips with your guilt and feelings - I am always interested in how people started down this road. Looking forward to part 2!