Nice to meet you. Really hope that relationship didn't hurt you too much.
That's great you're doing better these days then before. hugs to you want to get back to your old self.
I really wouldn't describe that relationship as not hurting me too much. That relationship quite literally drove me at the absolute lowest, darkest and most painful/stressful points in my life.
And also happened at a point in my life that I really needed things to be the best or at least good and happy to help balence out the bad that was too come right after.
From some bad medical stuff, to suffering one of the worst deaths a person can... But when it rains it pours as they say...
Truthfully the last two years have been a point of constant misery, anxiety and either an apathetic indifference to being alive or a active desire to not be.
I really haven't recovered or felt better about what happened. But I have just become more desensitized to feeling it which I don't believe is honestly healthy. And I don't really know if is actually doing better and not worse in ways...
Technically more functional yes, but at the same time like a machine gear with a few missing teeth...
It can still work yes... Barely... But it will only take a few more gone... A bit more stress before it no longer turns and everything grinds to a halt...
Some of those remaining teeth have already been chipped off since...
I appreciate you are just trying to be supportive though. So thank you.
At any rate it's best to stay on the thread topic.