yelling into the void abt my zoo virginity

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i just want to yell into the void for a minute because im frustrated ? i’ve been aware that im a zoo for around 2 years now and in those 2 years i’ve been trying so hard to lose my zoo virginity and it seems so impossible and im getting so frustrated!!! sex isn’t enjoyable anymore bc this is all i think about and my knot dildo isn’t as fun anymore ? it’s hard to find ppl i feel safe with and most people don’t want to fuck a trans man so i feel like i’m hitting blocks everywhere i go because rn it’s impossible to get my own dog, but im struggling hard to find someone willing AAAAA sorry i just had to scream into the air because im TIRED i just want a knot ???

 

[K_9River_rat]

I know your frustration!

My best advice would be to set a goal in your life to get yourself into a situation that allows you to have a dog, versus trying to find a loaner.

I personally just don't like the loaner thing, as I really enjoy all of the other stuff that goes along with having a full time companion, especially the bond that forms that goes so much deeper and to me far surpasses the physical aspects.

Figure out what needs to be in place for that to happen, like your own place, room for a companion and things like that, and then figure out what steps need to be taken to get there from where you are in life now, and then set to work making it happen.

 

[HugDoggy]

i just want to yell into the void for a minute because im frustrated ? i’ve been aware that im a zoo for around 2 years now and in those 2 years i’ve been trying so hard to lose my zoo virginity and it seems so impossible and im getting so frustrated!!! sex isn’t enjoyable anymore bc this is all i think about and my knot dildo isn’t as fun anymore ? it’s hard to find ppl i feel safe with and most people don’t want to fuck a trans man so i feel like i’m hitting blocks everywhere i go because rn it’s impossible to get my own dog, but im struggling hard to find someone willing AAAAA sorry i just had to scream into the air because im TIRED i just want a knot ???

I take it your still fairly young so me saying sex isn't everything will probably not be helpful. I guess I've had more than my fair share of knotting over the years, but trust me when I tell you, being tied can be amazing, but what makes it special is the closeness the intimacy with the dog you care about. Without that, it's just sex the orgasm passes and you can be left feeling empty and I'm not just talking about that space previously filled with a knot. I would imagine most people who've just been having casual sex for a while will tell you something just feels missing and that is true no matter what the species of your lover.

So I would think seriously about what @K_9River_rat said, if your serious about canines being your true hearts desire, FIND a way to bring a dog into your life to love and form a real bond with. If your just after the knot and the dog is optional, buy a different toy every so often to mix things up a bit.

 

[K_9River_rat]

I take it your still fairly young so me saying sex isn't everything will probably not be helpful. I guess I've had more than my fair share of knotting over the years, but trust me when I tell you, being tied can be amazing, but what makes it special is the closeness the intimacy with the dog you care about. Without that, it's just sex the orgasm passes and you can be left feeling empty and I'm not just talking about that space previously filled with a knot. I would imagine most people who've just been having casual sex for a while will tell you something just feels missing and that is true no matter what the species of your lover.

So I would think seriously about what @K_9River_rat said, if your serious about canines being your true hearts desire, FIND a way to bring a dog into your life to love and form a real bond with. If your just after the knot and the dog is optional, buy a different toy every so often to mix things up a bit.

Good words

 

[Akkala]

I thought I heard something outside. Hmmmm.

Don’t beat yourself up. Some people wait a lifetime .

 

[privatezeta]

I feel this so much as another FTM ? It’s disheartening but you will find a partner someday

 

[Knottyboydog]

i just want to yell into the void for a minute because im frustrated ? i’ve been aware that im a zoo for around 2 years now and in those 2 years i’ve been trying so hard to lose my zoo virginity and it seems so impossible and im getting so frustrated!!! sex isn’t enjoyable anymore bc this is all i think about and my knot dildo isn’t as fun anymore ? it’s hard to find ppl i feel safe with and most people don’t want to fuck a trans man so i feel like i’m hitting blocks everywhere i go because rn it’s impossible to get my own dog, but im struggling hard to find someone willing AAAAA sorry i just had to scream into the air because im TIRED i just want a knot ???

I was like this also was 7+ years before I started to meet people who I grew a trust with and they trusted me and got to know their dogs and was able to play around. Was always told when you're not looking for something you will find it so juts give it time and dont ramp yourself up so much so when the time comes and nothing happens you're not disappointed.

 

[jhallec3875]

I am going on nearly a decade as a closeted zoo. At this point, my desire to lose my zooginity outdoes my desires to be with a human partner.

Going through your day to day life fantasizing about the genitals and the caring and nurturing partnership with an animal, yet lacking the ability to break down that door to have a relationship with a beloved animal is extremely hard.

Not a day goes by where I don't wish I had my own home, or my own dog, or my own yada yada. I'm a simple man, who likes simple pleasures and not being yet able to achieve what I consider one of the greatest simple pleasures - sex - with an animal, and even greater than sex, a beautiful, calm and nurturing relationship with your significant other animal partner. There is nothing that, simply put, to me, is better than that.

Patience is a virtue and I feel your distinguished desire and dejectedness by your inability so far, to find your outlet. I'm glad that ZooVille exists. It has been a great tool and outlet for me, knowing I am with MANY others who feel exactly how I do.

You'll get there.

 

[Jmmp2803]

Been there, totally get it. Not much you can do I'm afraid if getting a dog isn't within your possibilities.

 

[fuckit19]

i just want to yell into the void for a minute because im frustrated ? i’ve been aware that im a zoo for around 2 years now and in those 2 years i’ve been trying so hard to lose my zoo virginity and it seems so impossible and im getting so frustrated!!! sex isn’t enjoyable anymore bc this is all i think about and my knot dildo isn’t as fun anymore ? it’s hard to find ppl i feel safe with and most people don’t want to fuck a trans man so i feel like i’m hitting blocks everywhere i go because rn it’s impossible to get my own dog, but im struggling hard to find someone willing AAAAA sorry i just had to scream into the air because im TIRED i just want a knot ???

Very and completely understandable! Trans are most definitely sexy and hot! Always available to listen and chat!

 

[shoopdogg]

i just want to yell into the void for a minute because im frustrated ? i’ve been aware that im a zoo for around 2 years now and in those 2 years i’ve been trying so hard to lose my zoo virginity and it seems so impossible and im getting so frustrated!!! sex isn’t enjoyable anymore bc this is all i think about and my knot dildo isn’t as fun anymore ? it’s hard to find ppl i feel safe with and most people don’t want to fuck a trans man so i feel like i’m hitting blocks everywhere i go because rn it’s impossible to get my own dog, but im struggling hard to find someone willing AAAAA sorry i just had to scream into the air because im TIRED i just want a knot ???

You’re allowed to feel that way, it’s so hard to find like minded people, but always keep yourself safe too. You’re still young and got lots of time to fulfill yourself in a safe and pleasurable way. Thank you for sharing your journey