I'm not even totally positive where I am with things. On one hand, I am dog exclusive right now, and probably that way more due to my current situation.
I'm not unhappy this way, although after having experienced what it could be like being with a zoo accepting woman, I certainly miss the trust bond.
Btw, that trust bond being broken by her is the primary reason I'm dog exclusive for the time being.
I don't think the damage with her is fixable. It just cut too deep. Now to figure out how to tell her and rip that bandaid off to make room for at least the possibility of perhaps one day finding an accepting woman. Hell.. After giving it some thought, I think I might even be ok with a woman that was zoo exclusive herself, although I do think I would find myself at times wanting to do things with her too..
Strange times I find myself in..