What finally tipped you into the zoo exclusive life?

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I'd like to hear from those who tried out the common path first: trying to be with another human(s) sexually before deciding it just wasn't going to work.
Was there just not enough sexual attraction to them? Or was it more of an emotional turn off? Drug addiction? Dishonesty? Cheating? Mental disorder(s)?

I've had to deal with all of the above from various people I've known over the years. But with animals? Not one single time, ever. Just curious, what kinds of situations made you decide to switch?
 
Well, Im currently zoo exclusive but Im not opposed to that changing in the future.

I was in a 5 year long relationship that should have been a 6 month relationship. It came with arguing, fighting, breaking up, getting back together, emotional abuse, and the PTSD to follow it. Going into it I had a lot of romantic innocence, coming out of it I became distrustful of other people. This chick was textbook definition of daddy issues, and he made sure to drive a wedge in our relationship as often as possible to boot.

Point being, I swore off relationships for some time and indulged in the furthest depths of perverted fantasies, let the sexual beast loose a bit. This translated well into my zoo desires when I began dog sitting for a friend with an intact female.

My parents had dogs growing up, but they were outside dogs. I absolutely ABHOR the idea of "outside" dogs now that I know better. Its a god damn family member dammit! To isolate a pack animal like that and subject it to the shifting weather makes my blood boil (end rant.)

That being said, this was the first dog that I got to know their personality and she was also my first real sexual experience. I fell in love with her and she was always so happy to see me. She passed away early at 5 years old and a part of me felt broken.

It was after that when I decided to commit to having my own dog, best decision Ive ever made. Shes a beautiful pit/boxer mix with a unique coloring that gets compliments all the time, super smart, super sweet, a nice size around 70 pounds, and loves our play time together.

Sex aside, having that sense of companionship and caring filled that hole of desire and love that all humans need. However, I say Im not opposed to a future outside of this zoo life because there is still a certain sense of emotional intimacy, comfort, intellectual connection, and support that you can't get from an animal.

Sex and companionship can be had with animals, but a mental, emotional, and spiritual bond can only be had with other humans, and I do miss that.
 
Sexually I am slowly going towards the "zoo-exclusive"-path. Humans, men (I never had a woman) can't satisfy me. I am not attracted to people, sexually. But on the emotional side... A life without another human being to talk to would be harmful.

I have various struggles with finding another human being so attractive to the point that I wanna sleep with them. Dogs seem to "understand" my style of sexuality, there's no thinking, just fucking. Like, living in the moment, no worries about how I look or other bullshit like that.
Dogs kinda match me more when it comes to sex than humans.
 
Had one relationship in high school that lasted a few years, started early in 9th grade and ended during the summer before 11th.

Looking back on it, it was bound to end. Without realizing it, I was very controlling and downright abusive. We are friends still now and I've talked to her about that and how sorry I am, and she forgives me.

That plays a bit of a part in it. With my father being abusive to my mom I was always paranoid that I would do the same...and I kinda did. When I realized that it scared the hell out of me. I don't want to do that again...but I'm sure I wouldn't. I'm no longer a dumb hormonal teen that knows nothing.

The bigger part of it is mostly that I'm trying to just focus my life on bettering myself. I'm finally out of a financial rut that I was put into due to nothing in my own control, and I'm trying to begin a career change and move to a less toxic place away from bad family members. Basically I'm trying to just start my life over and as of now I have absolutely no intention of starting a "normal" human relationship. And the more I think of it the more I don't really want it at all...

I'm lucky to have friends that are very open with each other and can be relied upon to be an emotional support as needed. I have plenty of friends and a decently sized social circle. I'm not lonely in any way with other humans and I just prefer to be intimate with animals VS with humans for various reasons. The biggest for me is how animals are very no BS, they won't lie or try to beat around the bush, they tell you like it is. And that transitions to the amount of love they have and show for you. Not that human's can't be that way, but I guess it's nice with animals that you don't have to ever wonder in the back of your mind if everything is alright between you both, because they will let you know 100% of the time.



...also the sex is better lol
 
When going through my teens, all my friends had their ideas about the 'ideal partner', what he/she looked like, what his/her character should be etc. etc. I never had this image of the ideal girlfriend in my head. I had several crushes, but these all went unanswered. Meanwhile I discovered I got excited seeing horses. Then in my twenties I had a girlfriend, and we had a nice relation as long as it lasted. When we broke up, I was still open for other human relationships, but over the years I admitted all my sexual fantasies evolved around mares.

I don't think there was something that tipped me into zoo-exclusivity. Instead, it always has been a part of me, lying dormant so to speak. First I tried to abide by social convention, but along the way and over the years I came to realise where I can find the love and why I never had this mental image of the ideal (human) partner.
 
Well when i was young, i seen a stallion mating with a mare on ouf farm, i dont know why, but i just watched intently, it intrigued me, i wanted what the stallion was having, so after thinking about it for a long time, when noone was home i went to the paddock and spent time with the mare just touching her. She approved so it took off from there...
Of course i thought about human females, but at that age the girls wernt into guys - or just me and it didnt bother me, i had horses ... wasnt until my 20th bday i had sex with a human female, and even then i still prefered mares...
 
Nothing - i have always been zoo exclusive.
I tried to be normal for many yeers and had relationships with both men and women. I just could not help myself from thinking about big knot danes and sexy dog bitches in heat every time i had sex with turnoff naked monkeys who stank like sweat.
 
There wasn't much of a trigger or a switch. My life was incredibly complicated growing up. As such it made me a social outcast. As I grew older into my early 20s I did kinda try and branch out a bit maybe try and have some semblance of a normal life. I have never had sex with a human but I did try dating at the behest of my cousin. While I am not particularly sexually attracted to humans I thought that maybe the companionship would be nice... after half a dozen blind dates I quickly realized that maybe I don't need human companionship nearly as much as I thought.
 
2 prefaces to say. 1. Zoophilia chose me, I did not choose it. Second I"m older so have some time under the belt.

I"v been partnered with some awesome companions that were dogs and humans alike. Recently, due to lifestyle I'v had to step back from having a canine partner. In substitute, I'v looked for sexual release from gay (top) partners. In the last few months, using a hookup app, I'v had 2 tops attempt to stealth bareback (where they discard the condom and attempt to go back in) I confess I'v lost a degree of trust since I sense that between gay hookup culture participants, tossing off the condom is part of the act and has been normalized. I now scrutinize the intent and context of a human sexual interaction. With dogs, it's kindness, bond, time in and interaction, veracity and love. My partner is a product of their personality and my guidance. I trust that much more.
 
Being cheated on by every woman I've ever tried to date. After a while you realize it's not worth it and you can focus your valuable time on things that actually matter than trying to please the lesser sex. My last broken relationship with a woman after she decided I would never be good enough for her was probably my tipping point. I tried so hard but it just was never enough. I've had feelings for female animals for many years but didn't act on it out of fear. When she broke my spirit, bitches repaired it. When I felt that I couldn't be loved because women were never pleased with me, bitches showed me I could be loved and they are never unhappy with me. Best way I can describe it because I do not know how else to, you know?
 
My brother hid PlayBoys under his matress to the bunk bed we slept on. He had top bunk. Bars held his mattress up. I had naked women seductively looking at me every time I got in bed. Found out humans didn't do anything for me, so I stumbled into zoo via the internet and never looked back. I did draw a big handlebar mustache on one of the woman though.
 
I think it was more I got turned on by seeing the first few images of dog porn long ago. As I got through HS. I had my first girlfriend. But it just wasn't working too well. I wouldn't say this turned me more to being zoo exclusive. Plus, I'm not that great at hooking up with the ladies anyway. I think it was more luck with the first one. These days, even striking a small conversation with one they immediately think you're about to hit on them.
 
I was always exclusive, except for a period of time in my life being with another zoo as a partner, which was lovely while it lasted. It was fond times, and i don't regret them, just how it ended. I wished things would have been different, but somethings don't line up or is bad timing.

So i just went back to the way things were, being exclusive and enjoying my other pursuits.
 
I started discovering porn when I was fourteen, and the order of events is kinda hazy, but at first I was basically just searching the word "porn" on Google images, but then I stumbled into XVideos and found this thing of a man dressed as a werewolf chasing a woman down in the forest and fucking her, and he had a really strange dick that really enticed me. Then, I'm not sure how, but I discovered furry and MLP porn, but when I searched up "pony porn", I ended up finding images of women having sex with actual ponies.
It spiraled from there through women with stallions to dogs to furries and a bit of ponies, but when I was around seventeen, I started to really notice the feelings I was having for animals, how I didn't care for the women in these videos and only wanted the stallions.
I never had a girl/boyfriend, and until then hadn't really met a horse in basically ten years, but I did remember some of the horses I had met and the feelings I had for them. I slowly started to realise how lonely I felt without them, a mood which sent my last two years of high school down the shitter, even when I did finally start going to riding lessons and meeting horses who actually had really nice experiences with.

So basically, I've always been zoo exclusive. The only "tip" I experienced were the feelings that naturally developed within me.
 
I tried with women but I just cannot trust them with anything. They are mean, cruel, manipulative, thieving, lying, disrespectful and destructive. I can't trust my life or love with them. With the sexual parts.. I can't see why a man wants to put his penis into.. into that.

Now my mare, oh my mare is perfect. She is the reason I feel alive. She wasn't the first mare to get me into zoo, but she is the first I fell so in love with.
 
Came upon a beast site quite by accident in the early days of the internet. I was so shocked that I immediately shut it down. However, it stayed on my mind so I went back to have another look a few days later. Watching beautiful dogs fucking women was still shocking, but my pussy was soaked, my clit throbbing, and I had to make myself cum. The orgasm was so intense, so exquisite, that I knew I had to have this.
Still searching for my first time.
 
I dont know exclusive. Ive not had sex with an female animal but very much want to. My main thing is to much headaches and drama with the womens. Most here where I living are brash and loud and not nice. Its funny how many people think move to a new country and find a wife but then they are disapointed after. You have a woman because it is to be expected here very much and to have a lot of children but I like to not need a hard life and have a mean wife. I just want a simple life.
Zoo is not allowed in my country and is punishable but I want to try sex with female animals because all men here say its so very much better than all women at all and the animals always want sex all the time unlike womens.

I think if I could get to have sex with female animals a lot I might like it so much more and stay with animal but I dont know since ive not yet.
 
I have sadly not had sex with an animal yet. I really really want to. I identify in my public life as a straight male. I am married to a woman. In my private behind doors life I am different. I identify as bi purely in a sexual way. I'm super attracted to cocks and cum. I have never had one in my adult life but when I was younger I had a friend who before we had serious girlfriends used to play with each others dicks during sleepovers and suck eachother. We would even dry hump. I could never convince him to go further and cum or actually fuck although I wanted too.

It was around this time I discovered pet love too. I found it soo super hot to watch beautiful women knotting with big sexy dog dicks. I wanted to be with a dog so badly. At the time the family pet was a female st bernard. I tried fingering her to get her interested but she was spayed so sadly she wasn't interested and she could not take my virginity.

I lost the zoophilia in college being convinced it was bad and wrong. It's actually only recently (15+) years later I've returned. Since then I've had sex with human women and while I love it I am missing something. I've spend the last few years with deep feminization fantasies. I wear stockings, corsets, heels, short skirts and dream about being a sexy woman. Very recently I saw a video of a hot woman being mounted and my zoophilia/pet love was reignited like a raging inferno! I now realize that this femininity inside of me has been my desire to be a bitch to a wonderful dog. I want to be bred by him and pumped and filled by him. I may be biologically a male but for a dog I want to be his female bitch. I desire to have my ass be the warm pussy for his throbbing dock cock to dump his cum into.

So while I may not be zoo exclusive or sadly have even had an experience I have now realized my true sexual purpose. I hope that I can realize my true potential for doggies.
 
I was a social isolate growing up. Hadn't many friends as a child and my avoidance of people has only become stronger into adulthood. I remember finding beastforum at 13 and was enthralled by bestiality. The idea wouldn't leave my head. Never pursued a human relationship partially due to my zoophilia being core to who I am. Started working on farms as a young adult to see if I really wanted this life. I remember fetching a herd of friendly goats who had broken out of the fence where I worked and having them all crowd around me and shower me with attention and affection when I went to fetch them was a life changing moment for me. That moment was my peak happiness and my entire life since that point has been planning and working on having a herd of my own.

The pool of people who align with my goals is slim that while I wouldn't put off a relationship odds are it not happening. Also I find very few humans attractive and I have a fear of all the nasty STDs humans harbor. So casual sex is out of the question.

It just makes sense for me to pursue a zoo exclusive life,
 
I always felt more comfortable with non-humans and when I became sexually active I naturally explored there, but thought I'd give it up when I found a woman and everything would be magical or some such shit. I experimented with other guys and it was OK, certainly more fun than jacking off, but never a bond beyond just friendship.

After I left home I had a couple of relationships with women, but I was always unsatisfied and returned to non-humans. At one point, partly I think in an effort to be "cured", I married a woman. We had both acted foolishly and we struggled for 3 years before going our separate ways. A few years later, I met another woman who I cared for a lot, she was a great friend, but I struggled to get past "friends" in my feelings for her. She was willing to share me, but I felt it was unfair to her to play second fiddle and my last human sexual relationship ended.

Once the internet came about, I met others like myself and for the first time, felt like I wasn't a lone freak. In the years since, I've been pretty much exclusive with dogs aside from a couple of incidences of helping a friend get off when he was lonely.
 
Fire Metal said:
Well, Im currently zoo exclusive but Im not opposed to that changing in the future.

I was in a 5 year long relationship that should have been a 6 month relationship. It came with arguing, fighting, breaking up, getting back together, emotional abuse, and the PTSD to follow it. Going into it I had a lot of romantic innocence, coming out of it I became distrustful of other people.
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I can so, so relate. Been there, done that, got the tee shirt.

I don't ever want to go through that again, and I don't ever want to put someone else through that again, so I'm pretty sure I'll stay exclusive from now on. It's just not healthy to hurt others and get hurt like that.
 
For me, my first love was a big factor.
I had stronger feelings in the relationship, she cheated, I took her back, she wasn't a pleaser in the bedroom. Half the time I was left with a hard-on.

Fingered my first mare(thought smells better than my g/f)

Sex with first mare: 30 seconds lol
Sex with first love: boring and left hanging.

Now I have a 40/60 ratio with bringing mares to orgasum.

Last human female I was with : made her cum in 5 min. She could only get me off 5 or 6 time's within a 2mnth fuck buddy relationship.

For me a mares smell and muscle control is very hard to beat.
 
I haven't forsaken women just because I've developed an attraction to mares; I still feel attraction to women when my eyes gaze upon one. I just seem to like both...and it's been that way since I can remember. Voluptuous women with large boobs/butt/thighs, mares and cow udders (but not necessarily the whole cow); I've just always been that way.
 
Apathy.

It's not as if I dislike women, or even men. I just don't care enough about mating with or being mated by either of them to go to the effort required to make it happen.

I'm active enough in the barn/kennel/field that I simply don't care whether I have a companion in the sheets. It's unlikely I'd turn down an NSA/FWB style "Good ol' fashioned fuck for the hell of it" offer if one were made by a human female I didn't find repulsive (purely based on my inherent biases) but it's just as unlikely that I'll make any effort toward making such a hookup happen. And I'm just fine with that.

Guess that makes me zoo-exclusive, practically speaking. Just not the angry, misogynistic kind, I hope. :)

Personally, I usually just consider myself an active zoo/ethical bestialist - I love my mare dearly, but if any female I'm likely to encounter shows heat to me and is of a size to be physically compatible, I'm willing to try to bring her to orgasm if I'm able and she remains willing throughout the attempt. Likewise for any stud dog that comes along and indicates he'd like a piece - If I've got the time and privacy, I'm more than happy to drop trou and welcome him inside me as if I were his bitch.
 
I feel that I was born this way I've always felt safer and happier around animals than people especially dogs I grew up with a dog in the bed and eating at the table to commemorate my birth my dad bought a german shepard mix and we were raised together even though i was young the bond i held with her was far beyond anything ive had with people even my own siblings
 
I was born a zoophile. I was never interested in human relationships. And in my opinion to be honest the term zoo exclusive is badly understood. If you can and want or would want a relationship with a human but you are temporarily not able to to have one, you are not and will never be zoo exclusive.
 
pes said:
I was born a zoophile. I was never interested in human relationships. And in my opinion to be honest the term zoo exclusive is badly understood. If you can and want or would want a relationship with a human but you are temporarily not able to to have one, you are not and will never be zoo exclusive.
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That's a rather harsh AND OR NOT statement. Why is it so important to never to have wanted sex with a human? To me being zoo exclusive is simply being with your animal(s) and not with a human. The reason for not being with a human could be a choice due to bad experiences in the past with humans, good experiences with animals, or simply life circumstances that prevent you from having sex with a human partner (location, health, age, psychology).
 
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