Thought I was over it....

Sarthias

Sarthias

Zooville Settler
I thought I was over my zoo feelings but I cant help it. I find male animals, especially dogs, so beautiful and sexy I just want to be with them. I often feel embarrassed and try to repress my feelings. Especially since I am a zoo virgin I think "well Its never going to happen so get over it and be happy with humans".

I am attracted to human women very much but probably equally so to male dogs. I hadn't looked at animal porn in a little while but I cant deny I love it so much. I was trying to deny my real feelings and that made me really sad. I struggle with accepting my zoo side because where I live in North Eastern US it seems really rare to find like minded people here. Because of that I feel like everything in my life is telling me it's wrong. But I want it to be my life. I want to live a zoo life style.

I have a female human lover and she is great. However, deep inside that I've never talked about anywhere to anyone except here is my repressed side that I keep super quite and sometimes get scared of. I want to have a k9 lover. I want to feel his warm fur against my skin. I want to kiss him and have his big tongue and mine touching. I want to cuddle with him on the couch and in the bed. And yes of course I want to be his lover. I want to offer myself to him as much and as often as he wants and then to passionately kiss him after our love making and cuddle together naked skin against my lovers fur.

I'm not sure what reactions I'm looking for with this post. This is the only place I can express my true feelings. I just wanted to get this out there. Sometimes I wish just wish I could shout it out loud that I love dogs and tell the world that I'm a zoophile. I hope someday I can. Perhaps.
 
Thanks for sharing your feelings, Sarthias.
I don't really know what to say in general, but I may be able to destroy a part of your fantasy. 😅 Shall I?

While I can't speak for all dogs, you might find that a male dog wouldn't want to cuddle skin against fur with you after intercourse. One reasons is that exciting sex can heat dogs up a lot and they may choose to stay away from a heat source such as your body afterwards. They may prefer to come down in a cool place and cool places are often hard, such as floor tiles. The refractory period could also come into play there, but I'm not sure about that.
 
nekdoneco123 said:
you can't get over part of yourself....
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Thank you and the others too who have left a comment so far. I used to feel like it was a wrong urge and I had to get over it or else I was a bad person. That it was just some kinky perversion. Over the last 2ish years I've spent on this forum I've started to have a mental shift. I realized that it is not a perversion but a beautiful lifestyle. A lifestyle that I want. I am beginning to accept more that it is a part of me. Maybe it's been so difficult because I have never had the chance to really live the lifestyle that I want to. I still hope everyday for somehow a dog to come into my life.
I wanted to share my feelings and internal struggle with all of you. This can be a great community and I hope that someday I can know the love and satisfaction this lifestyle can bring.

I want to make some statements for everyone here to witness:
- I like dogs
- I think romantically about dogs
- I am sexually attracted to dogs
- I hope to have a dog accept me as a lover
- I am a Zoophile!!!
 
I know how you feel
For me learning about myself really helped and reduced my porn consumption (as zoo porn isn't legal where I am)

When I say learn about myself I don't mean get a dog to mount you (although a knot toy helped me)

I'd recommend the Zooier than though podcast, it really helped me discover what I was trying to suppress and realise that I'm not a sex crazed maniac
 
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