This is me. I knew nothing about this up until I saw some video my fiancé had been watching. He kept it from me for 13 years because of the shame and guilt he felt. However, once the shock wore off I tried to be open minded and let him know that I accept him no matter what. Since then I have watched videos with him, had many conversations together and found this amazing site for him and I to learn from. He wants to see me get into it, a big fantasy of his and I’m definitely open to that. It’s all very new to me but this site has helped answer so many questions and I know it’s made him feel so much better ! He doesn’t feel so alone in it, which makes me super happy. I’m nervous about our first time but also excited ?