This site helped to open my eyes

(I hope Im posting this in the right place)
I just wanted to make a post here to express some appreciation for this site and the great people who run and moderate it for providing some much needed information and context with regards to zoophilia and the porn that one is likely to come across. I had no idea how common and accepted (out of ignorance or worse, indifference) the abuse and or mistreatment of the animals is. Some stuff is fairly obviously abuse, but other instances are more subtle, at least for someone who doesn't know any better, I was one of these ignorant fools. Since finding this forum I have had my eyes opened to the fact that the amount of problematic content on most of the zoo sites you are likely to come across is staggering. I can't help but feel such guilt and shame for not recognizing abuse when I saw it. I know I can't make it all go away or make anyone do anything, but I can control my own actions and behavior. The fact that I was unknowingly contributing to the production of abusive pornography simply by viewing it and contributing to the demand of such fills my heart with sorrow and regret. I have always been aware that there was material on zoo porn sites that made me uncomfortable and some is easily recognizable as abuse, and it was easily avoided. Henceforth, I will do my very best to continue to educate myself and, if I can, educate others (if at all possible) to see signs of mistreatment in the pornography we consume, so it can be removed or at least avoided. I don't know how long I would have remained blind to the problem, but I am grateful to the good people here who have helped to open my eyes to see. I will no longer be part of the problem. The abusive porn cleanup thread here on the forum was a huge eye opener for me as far as what to look for and how widespread this issue is, so I would highly recommend any new members on the forum give it a read, so we can help to keep abusive materials off of this site and others. I've probably rambled on long enough now so I'll wrap it up. I'll link the clean up thread here as well, even though it's not hard to find on the forum. Thank you again for helping me to see the problems that I was unable or unwilling to see before. The first steps have been taken, so I hope now to continue to grow as a person and do my part to make sure that I'm doing what I can to be part of the solution not the problem. Thanks again, and goodnight.

Here's the link to the clean up project for anyone who hasn't read it
 
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jokes aside, gotta mention @pes, he's the brilliant creator of the cleanup project. he might appreciate his work bearing kinda unexpected fruit of someone actually learning and wanting to know more. maybe even help with the project themselves.

in your defense, i'm assuming you never did anything with an animal yourself, it is kinda understandable how did you get to just consuming whatever zoo porn you could find. a surprisingly large number of "zoo-ey" (i'm using quote marks as i don't really see ppl who join just for porn as zoos) ppl seem to think animal x human sex works the same as human x human sex. or that one can make a horse cum just with their mouth.
 
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jokes aside, gotta mention @pes, he's the brilliant creator of the cleanup project. he might appreciate his work bearing kinda unexpected fruit of someone actually learning and wanting to know more. maybe even help with the project themselves.

in your defense, i'm assuming you never did anything with an animal yourself, it is kinda understandable how did you get to just consuming whatever zoo porn you could find. a surprisingly large number of "zoo-ey" (i'm using quote marks as i don't really see ppl who join just for porn as zoos) ppl seem to think animal x human sex works the same as human x human sex. or that one can make a horse cum just with their mouth.
Please forgive the meme name, it's a terrible joke name I adopted from my brother. I've never done anything overtly sexual with any of the dogs I've had in my life, other than give a curious stroke once or twice when my brothers dog was humping my leg, but it never went any farther than that. I don't even know if I can call myself a zoophile in truth, I don't know what category I fall into. What I do know is how I feel about the stuff that I've seen online over the years, and how wrong I was about what I was seeing. I just want to try and grow as a person and be better going forward. I appreciate the support and the advice.
 
Please forgive the meme name, it's a terrible joke name I adopted from my brother. I've never done anything overtly sexual with any of the dogs I've had in my life, other than give a curious stroke once or twice when my brothers dog was humping my leg, but it never went any farther than that. I don't even know if I can call myself a zoophile in truth, I don't know what category I fall into. What I do know is how I feel about the stuff that I've seen online over the years, and how wrong I was about what I was seeing. I just want to try and grow as a person and be better going forward. I appreciate the support and the advice.
believe me. joke meme names (my is one too, just in my language) are 100% better than "xxxdoggyslutxxx" on someone who's actually never been with a dog... combined with "canine dick pic i found on the internet" avatar is a special case of pathetic.
 
believe me. joke meme names (my is one too, just in my language) are 100% better than "xxxdoggyslutxxx" on someone who's actually never been with a dog... combined with "canine dick pic i found on the internet" avatar is a special case of pathetic.
Yeah my current avatar is much more fitting for me and my personality. I am Trash Crab. Maybe ill find my place in all this someday or maybe I won't. At the very least I can go forward knowing I'm better off as a person for what I've learned here.
 
Also does anyone know if it's possible to change your username here? My current one is more of a throwaway joke I use on some sites. I'm sort of regretting it now, seeing as how I'm trying to be all honest and respectful it looks pretty odd coming from someone called Cunty McShitterman. I didn't see an option to change it in the settings..
 
Yeah my current avatar is much more fitting for me and my personality. I am Trash Crab. Maybe ill find my place in all this someday or maybe I won't. At the very least I can go forward knowing I'm better off as a person for what I've learned here.
Hello fellow sea creature, lol

Hey man, props to you for acknowledging your lack of knowledge and working to improve. That takes a lot of maturity. Don’t beat yourself up too hard over it, as long as you’re willing to keep growing and improving. The more you grow and improve, the better you’ll be in the long run. But you can’t grow if you have no reason to. Mistakes are like the fertilizer we all need to keep going up towards the sunshine.
 
Also does anyone know if it's possible to change your username here? My current one is more of a throwaway joke I use on some sites. I'm sort of regretting it now, seeing as how I'm trying to be all honest and respectful it looks pretty odd coming from someone called Cunty McShitterman. I didn't see an option to change it in the settings..
Also I think you have to ask a mod to change your name, but I’m not entirely sure. All I know is that you’re not allowed to change it yourself
 
I really appreciate the kind words and support. I'll try not to be so dramatic in the future if I can, its just been kind of a Rollercoaster of thoughts and feelings for me. I'm just glad I was able to find my way here eventually, and gain some I sight and perspective on a community that I thought I knew a little about but really I knew very little. I'm glad that is changing. Thanks again to everyone :)
 
I really appreciate the kind words and support. I'll try not to be so dramatic in the future if I can, its just been kind of a Rollercoaster of thoughts and feelings for me. I'm just glad I was able to find my way here eventually, and gain some I sight and perspective on a community that I thought I knew a little about but really I knew very little. I'm glad that is changing. Thanks again to everyone :)
Welcome to the club! It’s bananas sometimes and I have had periods of my life where I felt terrible, ashamed and riddled with guilt. I also have felt happy, excited and very fulfilled. It can be a roller coaster and you should do what you want to and explore how you like.

there are a lot of people on here if you befriend will love to tell you anything you want.

just don’t be the super creepy guy...lol
 
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