mrfeelingfoxy
Lurker
Hi there,
I’m new here and just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings. I don’t entirely know where I fit in, if I fit in at all.
I’ve always been passionate about animals but never thought much of it up until now. In 2020 I began watching beastility and received so much pleasure from doing so, but felt incredibly shameful of my actions and whilst left satisfied I was left with so much remorse for getting off to such content and wondered why I could get off to beastility and not regular porn. However, the thing with porn today it’s fake, there’s no realism or emotion to it. Where else the beastility I watch is intimate, passionate and emotional.
I recently opened up to my fiancé and shared my thoughts and feelings, though I had briefly mentioned it to her before but I don’t think she understood fully what it meant. It took me a while to muster up the courage to have that conversation with her, part of me was worried she would leave, the other that she wouldn’t trust me with our animals. However, I knew I was being irrational because she had shared her own interests, I just didn’t know the degree of her own. It was a 5 hour long conversation filled with a mixture of emotions, but something I very much needed to get off my chest for the sake of my sanity.
I don’t think I will ever be a physical participant, I’m a trans man who is on hormones and had top surgery, but does not desire lower surgery. My fiancé asked me a hypothetical if I could would I have sex with a dog and my honest answer was I think if I had the right anatomy I would. But I’m happy with acknowledging this part of myself and being able to watch beastility and hear of others experiences. My fiancés main concern was how she can help support me in releasing my shame attached to it and how we can incorporate it into our relationship; sex. Which is not straight forward, but we have been looking into buying an Animal like Sex Toy from Bad Dragon next week and slowly build on each species that we are interested in. We are into pup play, pet play and that’s things that we are going to amp up in the bedroom and explore getting fur suits in the future, as we are aware they are very costly.
I feel very fortunate to have a partner who is open minded, loves and accepts me for all that I am, even the parts I feel shameful of. The shame is something I’m working on but I feel a weight has been lifted since I opened up with her. Her exact words were “why would I shy away from you being attracted to something other than a human form?” and I couldn’t love her more for accepting every part of me.
I’m new here and just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings. I don’t entirely know where I fit in, if I fit in at all.
I’ve always been passionate about animals but never thought much of it up until now. In 2020 I began watching beastility and received so much pleasure from doing so, but felt incredibly shameful of my actions and whilst left satisfied I was left with so much remorse for getting off to such content and wondered why I could get off to beastility and not regular porn. However, the thing with porn today it’s fake, there’s no realism or emotion to it. Where else the beastility I watch is intimate, passionate and emotional.
I recently opened up to my fiancé and shared my thoughts and feelings, though I had briefly mentioned it to her before but I don’t think she understood fully what it meant. It took me a while to muster up the courage to have that conversation with her, part of me was worried she would leave, the other that she wouldn’t trust me with our animals. However, I knew I was being irrational because she had shared her own interests, I just didn’t know the degree of her own. It was a 5 hour long conversation filled with a mixture of emotions, but something I very much needed to get off my chest for the sake of my sanity.
I don’t think I will ever be a physical participant, I’m a trans man who is on hormones and had top surgery, but does not desire lower surgery. My fiancé asked me a hypothetical if I could would I have sex with a dog and my honest answer was I think if I had the right anatomy I would. But I’m happy with acknowledging this part of myself and being able to watch beastility and hear of others experiences. My fiancés main concern was how she can help support me in releasing my shame attached to it and how we can incorporate it into our relationship; sex. Which is not straight forward, but we have been looking into buying an Animal like Sex Toy from Bad Dragon next week and slowly build on each species that we are interested in. We are into pup play, pet play and that’s things that we are going to amp up in the bedroom and explore getting fur suits in the future, as we are aware they are very costly.
I feel very fortunate to have a partner who is open minded, loves and accepts me for all that I am, even the parts I feel shameful of. The shame is something I’m working on but I feel a weight has been lifted since I opened up with her. Her exact words were “why would I shy away from you being attracted to something other than a human form?” and I couldn’t love her more for accepting every part of me.
