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Same problems as many zoos, but...

canidayyy

canidayyy

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I'm just experiencing what a lot of Zoos go through... The non-zoo partner who I'm terrified will find out and resent me or get me arrested.

I'm a lesbian (when it comes to humans), and I have a long-standing partner. We are, otherwise, perfectly and happily in love. We've known each other since 2012, were instant close friends, and have dated for 4 years now.

But here's the thing... We talk OFTEN about fictional scenarios involving ferals, monsters, knots, egg-laying, heat, and we even had one one-off conversation talking about how hot it would be for a sapient werewolf to fuck/knot a dog. It's HOT, and it makes me wonder if she's a zoo too, but of course for society's sake every time either of us mentions bestiality IRL we talk about how disgusting it is.

I've trusted her with my most fucked up PTSD night terrors. She's seen me at my worst, and at my best. She's always there for me in every way. I love her, I ADORE her, and I don't want to lose her. I'd love to marry her one day.

But I'm desperately in love with my cat, immensely attracted to handsome male dogs, and fall in love with animals as much as I fall in love with people.

My dream would be for us to both just end up being zoos, to share a life, with a happy house and some canine lovers. I just... wonder if it'll ever happen. I wonder if this is doomed to fail and I'm doomed to be abandoned for attraction I've known I had since before I knew what sex was. I had fantasies of marrying dogs and having their babies before 3rd grade, if that says anything. It's my WHOLE life.

I don't know if I can be fulfilled without an animal partner. I don't know how long I can go in a house before I get caught pleasuring my cat, or myself to zoo porn. We haven't moved in yet but plan to, and I'm just terrified.

I kind of want to tell her, under the pretense that I will get therapy for it if she has a bad reaction, but it feels... ingenuine. Because no therapy will stop this 'paraphilia'. I don't want to tell her and have my life ruined by cancel culture and a misunderstanding of how I love, or have her hate me in any way at all really. But that's the thing, I have this giddy hope that maybe just maybe she shares my attraction. We love talking about knots, about feral minds and inhuman manners of consent, about creatures on all fours... I just don't know if she draws the line at fiction. I don't want to risk ruining it but I also don't want to live an unhappy life pretending to be someone I'm not.

I just want to know what you all think.
 
I handled it early. I came out with a sense of profound indifference as to what he thought, and when he tantrumed, I said what I always say to his tantrums. He is a spoiled little princess, and he will always be a spoiled little princess for as long as he lives.

Just because I know the truth about him doesn't mean I don't love him.

When you come out, you learn something more important about them than they learn about you, which is the way they deal with their own prejudices. That is what you are afraid of, and some people would rather not know.

To me, if I don't know, it will still be there, and if I don't find out about it from a position of strength, then I believe I will inevitably find out when I am at my weakest.
 
If you don't already own any, try an amimal related sex toy. Like rex from bad dragon, watch the reaction & go from there. If it works out start hinting about trying it for real see that reaction.

The key is slow and steady in a long period of time, good luck!
 
The thing about that is that I know she'd love a knotted toy, even a dog one! It's an issue of breaching the topic of IRL Zoo stuff.

We frequent BD's site. :gsd_laughing: We just don't own any yet. She's mostly interested in the dragon tongue lol.
 
canidayyy said:
The thing about that is that I know she'd love a knotted toy, even a dog one! It's an issue of breaching the topic of IRL Zoo stuff.

We frequent BD's site. :gsd_laughing: We just don't own any yet. She's mostly interested in the dragon tongue lol.
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If she'd love one you could give it as a gift, I own more dildos than penetratables & I never regret buying them because they are so much fun to use.

Did she ever own a dog herself?
 
She did, and some family members still do! A male akita, and a female mini poodle, 2 female labs, and a male mini aussie.

I think they were all spayed/neutered young, if we're wondering the same thing... I honestly don't know though.
 
You @canidayyy are very correct this is a problem for many of us!! I am busting to come out to my current partner and sometime sad that I was once married to a lovely zoo lady, Oh well as Ned Kelly said Such is Life. Good luck with the GF. Cheers LL
 
@canidayyy I think everything lined up!! My ex had a lot of kinks that would make sense for her to get into it... things like huge cocks, she loooves lots of cum, she loves being used and completely submissive for whatever is using her pussy. So eventually, I brought it up. In the form of one of the hottest K-9 videos I could find.
I tried to find it for some else but I can’t seem to. There was a long post from a woman somewhere on the Internet going into detail about WHY she does it. That had my ex sold, and she was talking dirty about my cock and my dogs within a week.
It’s quite the thing to open up to... but from my standing, it seems you already have! I kind of feel like she’s hesitant on bringing it up too!
Maybe wait just a little longer..see if a knotting dog toy is interesting to her.. and if it is, I’d say your safe asking about the real thing!
 
The way we started on the topic was with fantacy based erotic storys. It opened the path to animated movies that in turn sparked an intrest in live movies and the toys now we are at the point of roleplay and on the edge of going all in.
 
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