werewolf92
Tourist
Hello,
I'd like some advice and/or external point of view regarding zoophilia and relationship.
As stated in my introduction, I've been attracted to animals (and even more dogs) since I've been sexually mature. At first I though I would stay single forever, but after a few years I felt the need to also have a human lover. At first I though the zoo part would go away - and it did for a time. But, alas, it came back biting me (I posted about it at the time being). Few years passed, my SO and I broke up and I'm now a bit lost.
On one hand I tend to feel like I can never be with another human as very few understand our way of life (not many understand respect toward animal, so love is even more uncommon). In my country this is illegal and meeting someone or opening to somebody is very risky. And I also fear spending time and effort for another failure
On the other hand I feel the need to have another human being with me. I feel the need to have both: dogs are like my "main species", but there are things only other humans can bring (comfort growing old, understanding of human-related trouble like job or society as well as human-related passions and activities, and so on).
I also have additional difficulties for a human relationship (like it was not already enough): I'm pretty sure I'm neuro-divergent (self-diagnosed at the time) and don't work like everybody, I'm not at ease with humans, much more empathic toward animals, I'm more willing to share my bed with my dogs than with another human (literally), and I'm not much into sex with fellow humans. When I come here I feel like most people are here for sex, but that's not what I'm looking for in a human partner, I'm looking for emotional bonding, sharing a life and growing together.
So here I am, not really sure what I want, nor what I need. Any advice or suggestions are welcome
I'd like some advice and/or external point of view regarding zoophilia and relationship.
As stated in my introduction, I've been attracted to animals (and even more dogs) since I've been sexually mature. At first I though I would stay single forever, but after a few years I felt the need to also have a human lover. At first I though the zoo part would go away - and it did for a time. But, alas, it came back biting me (I posted about it at the time being). Few years passed, my SO and I broke up and I'm now a bit lost.
On one hand I tend to feel like I can never be with another human as very few understand our way of life (not many understand respect toward animal, so love is even more uncommon). In my country this is illegal and meeting someone or opening to somebody is very risky. And I also fear spending time and effort for another failure
On the other hand I feel the need to have another human being with me. I feel the need to have both: dogs are like my "main species", but there are things only other humans can bring (comfort growing old, understanding of human-related trouble like job or society as well as human-related passions and activities, and so on).
I also have additional difficulties for a human relationship (like it was not already enough): I'm pretty sure I'm neuro-divergent (self-diagnosed at the time) and don't work like everybody, I'm not at ease with humans, much more empathic toward animals, I'm more willing to share my bed with my dogs than with another human (literally), and I'm not much into sex with fellow humans. When I come here I feel like most people are here for sex, but that's not what I'm looking for in a human partner, I'm looking for emotional bonding, sharing a life and growing together.
So here I am, not really sure what I want, nor what I need. Any advice or suggestions are welcome
