I have been watching mares in videos over past few years and developed a great sexual attraction toward them. Being someone who never had the chance to come in contact with animals (not even a house pet), it was hard for me to convince myself to even find a mare. But the desire was persistent and so I worked hard for months to find a stable where I could get my first experience of any kind being around animals. I started getting familiar with the horses by taking care of them in cleaning etc. Before starting to go to the Stable, I thought I just need to touch a mare and she would stand her ground and let me touch her (as that’s what I was used to watching in videos on internet). But that soon turned out to be naive wishful thinking…I was shocked to realize that none of the 4 mares enjoyed it, when I tried to touch in intimate area. They would just move around and away with my touch. It was almost a heart break for me, as I waited long and put lots of physical and psychological effort over many years to come to this point, just to find out that I will never be able to experience what I have been craving for for years.
Any help, advice, remedies?
Any help, advice, remedies?